I am going home!
Soon.

Blogging on Cia's laptop again.
So I'll keep this short.
Hehehehe

Talked to Mei for a bit.
It was cool. =)
I have missed her a lot.

Been slacking,
and will be slacking in Malaysia.
=P

Lol.
Been talking to Cia about NYAA.
I still have no idea what that is.
Lol.
I am so blur la.
Lol.
And I love love love love love
to BLOG!!!!

I told Cia this little secret...
I feel slightly better.
Hehe.
I wish I could blog about it.
=P
but I think...
yeah.
too obvious,
and way way way way way too....
yeah.
lol.
I'm a bit high right now.
High and crazy.
Lol...

I should stop lol-ing,
hahaha
It's annoying me as well..

Anyway,
yeah.

Grace,
thanks for being here for me.
I guess Kuan Chin was right in picking you.
I really appreciate everything.
Things have been well,
better.
Haha.
=)

KC,
heya!
=D
I'll see you soon when I come back!
=D
I'll be going Ipoh quite a bit actually...
Hmm...
Yeah.
It just occured to me.
I wonder how many times we'll go to Jusco,
and Parkson...
as usual.
Lol.....
Anyway,
back to KC.
Yeah.
When are you going back to Sg?
I may just see you in Ipoh!
haha. =D

Ayl & Tim,
See you guys when I'm back!
=D

HuiZ,
Heya!
I haven't talked to you for so long.
i miss you alot!
Let's go out, okay?
=D
Have a good journey home yeah!

I said I'll keep this short.
Doesn't look that short actually.
I should stop now.
Lol.

Tata!

Lol.
I just can't stick to what I said.
I tried.
Really.
Lol...
=)
I keep putting "=)"
Lol.
My post just got deleted.
Stupid internet.
Sigh.
I'm so lazy to retype...
but I guess I should,
cuz I have nothing to do anyway..
Lol...
I suck.
I should so..totally *waves hand bimbotically*
go and study,
but...
yeah.
=P

A few of us got together and celebrated Bo's birthday last night,
and it was quite fun.
in a funny way.
There was a slight hiccup due to poor planning,
and Bo met Matthew who,
was supposed to meet me to pass the cake...
yes, you've guessed it,
while Matthew was holding the cake.
So obviously,
there was no surprise anymore.
Not that there was any surprise before hand,
because I was sort of forced to tell Bo that we were celebrating his birthday last night,
the night before last.
So.. what surprise?!
Lol.
Halfway cutting the cake and everything,
we realised...
no tissue eh...
So Bo offered his box upstairs!
then we went through the entire
"birthday boy supplying tissue.."
and before that..
we had the..
"birthday boy saw the cake first and waited for everyone to come down.."
Granted,
it was odd,
and a little...
sad I guess...
but you have to admit,
it was different,funny and unique!
Maybe life is all about perspectives after all.
After several reminders of how the birthday was...
weird and all,
we decided to play games.
It was a number game,
with someone thinking of a number,
and the rest having to guess the number.
The person who gets the right number,
is the winner/loser.
First,it was the "loser" who has to eat the cake.
The last piece of birthday cake,
which also happens to be the piece that was all mushed and scrunched up.
After that,it was the "winner" who gets to eat the melting ice-cream!
After which,it changed to,the "loser" has to eat the melted ice-cream!hahahaha
Funny,right?
However,after several rounds...
I got high on sugar,the sugar rush actually gave me a headache.
So...
I went over to play the piano.
Can't remember most of my pieces by now...
Can play the precious few.
I heard that Zack is Grade 7.
So cool.
I only got a Grade 6 cert,
but I have learnt the Grade 7 stuff,
so does that make me a Grade 6 or a Grade 7?
Lol.
Ambigious.
( I can't spell the word)
Oh,
and I realise I spelt "waiver" as "waver" in my previous post.
Paiseh.
Anyway,
I think that everyday is a learning experience.
Everything that happens,happened for a reason.
Things don't just happen.
The Buddhist believe in "karma",
I believe that it is part of God's big plan for us.
So,being called "a nasty piece of work"is not exactly the comfort I was seeking for,
neither is it pleasant,
but I still learn from it.
I can learn about people's perspectives,
and people's ideas,
about how best to next handle the situation next and all that.
Everyone can learn something from a certain situation,
it's just how you take it,
and whether you choose to learn from it,
or to run away from it.
Or to simply hide and pretend it never happened.
I am trying to learn,
because I believe learning never ends.
It's a continuos process which keeps us going and growing.
=)
I love God.
I am glad that I can seek refuge in Him.
and no matter what happens,
I know I can turn to Him,
and that He loves me to the end

Hide me now
Under your wings.
Cover me
Within your mighty hands

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still,
know you are God.

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are King over the floods
I will be still,
know you are God.

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are King over the floods
I will be still,
know you are God.

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are King over the floods
I will be still,
know you are God.

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
in quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar,
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still,
know you are God.

When the oceans rise and thunders roar,
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still,
know you are God.

When the oceans rise and thunders roar,
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still,
know you are God.

I never felt nothing in the world like this before

Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door

Why did you have to go?

You could have let me know;

so now I’m all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance

With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand

And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face

Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide

Are you that afraid of me?

But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside

This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don’t know what else I can do

Don’t tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I find it just ain’t true

I really need you in my life

No matter what I have to do

I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me

(How could you forget about me)

You gotta be feeling crazy

How can you walk away

(When)

Everything stays the same

I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back

Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that

Why can’t you look at me?

You’re still in love with me

[ Wait For You lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

Don’t leave me crying

Baby why can’t we just start all over again

Get it back to the way it was

If you give me a chance

I can love you right

But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don’t know what else I can do

Don’t tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I find it just ain’t true

I really need you in my life

No matter what I have to do

I’ll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide

Are you that afraid of me?

But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside

That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you

Baby I will wait for you

If it’s the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you

Cause I don’t know what else I can do

Don’t tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I find it just ain’t true

I really need you in my life

No matter what I have to do

I’ll wait for you

I’ll be waiting …



I don't know what you want me to do.

When you blogged,

this was obviously for me.

How can you do this.....

How can you possibly think of doing this...

You claim you love me.

So why are you intent on hurting me?!

I am confused,

you are right.

but how can you go and further make me feel more sad and upset.

Is this what you want?

By making me more upset, guilty,

in the hopes that I suddenly..."wake up"?

I am not going to change my mind.

I did wake up.

Things are not going to change.

I have made up my mind.

You can count down,

you can sing songs,

I will not waver.

From now on,

I will try to not reply to your posts.

It is just upsetting me,

the way you can't seem to let go.

I am sorry that you have chosen to wait,

because this will be a long wait.

A long, fruitless wait.

I don't agree with the song.

I am not that girl.

Get over it.



Today, went out with Bo to Wisma to grab some cookies for his mum.

Met Mei at the Balmoral bus stop.

Things were......

decent.

Had birthday celebration.

It was quite fun,

but I think poor Cia had gone through a lot these two days.

Handling a few people at the same time.



I am counting down to meeting my parents.

I just need to get away,

breakaway from this mess.















*I hope you are happy,

making me cry."

People,
try not to spam my tagboard, okay?
If you are leaving short short msgs,
you can just combine and send it all in one. Thanks.
You know who you are. =)

Grace,
thanks yeah.
=)
I know I'll miss you like crazy,
I already miss the just sitting around and all.
Tomorrow night I'll try to just sit around and talk to you if you are free...

Mei,
Hey.
Stay strong with you chin held high.
that person is just a coward who is calling others loser.
No balls to even own up,
so just don't care,
and tanya hari cara untuk cari siapanya.
=P
I hope it's... understandable.
Lol..


Bo,
Hey.
I don't know what to reply to your post.
Seriously.
but about the countdown?
I wish you luck.
It's a long long way you know.
By then,
you probably have found someone else,
someone better,
or ... yeah.
Just because I say I will not get involved until uni,
does not mean that I will get involved right at the start or uni,
right?
It may well mean that I only want to get involved in the last year.
Just because I can,
doesn't mean I must or will.
I hope you understand that.
I'm sorry about it all,
but I really don't want to give you false hope,
or inaccurate information.
do take care,
and have a good time at home.

Yindy,
thanks for helping me with the video.
I just gave it to him.
and he's like...
"you folks are just too nice.."
Lol...
I guess we'll just hope that he likes it and all.

Cia,
heya darling!
Thanks for helping me pack!
Many hands make work light! =)
We'll watch movies tonight, k? =D
I'm going to miss you when I go home.
I guess I'll just tag you lots! =D

He finished packing and cleaning up,
and left.
"I don't even have my access card!"
Sigh.
I guess this day was going to arrive anyway,
but I am just not ready to accept it.
I could not cry...
Dear Lord,
I really wanted to....
but I just couldn't cry in front of him,
who's beaming and grinning.
I know I should be happy that he's out,
that he can finally do stuff outside of the hall,
contribute and everything else....
but the selfish part of me isn't willing to let him go.
I want him here,
where I am,
where I can turn to him at all times and all.
I AM selfish.
I know....
but as it is,
life is full of surprises,
both pleasant,
and not-so....
I guess this is just one of those things...
Part of growing up is to let go of things.
Sigh.
I knew I meant it when I said I'd rather not grow up.

Things don't seem as simple,
as easy,
as happy when you grow up.
The more knowledge you acquire,
the worst things seem to be.
No wonder they call it childlike innocence.

I hate being depressed.
I need something to cheer me up.
There's a birthday celebration to look forward to later,
I guess...
if nothing awkward comes up.
=/

On a happier note,
I'm having lots of fun playing Yindy's The Sims 2 Deluxe!
I'm going to get a... one.
Yeah.
Lol.
Plus,
Secondhand Serenade,
they have really good songs.
Planning to ask parents to buy me an original CD...
I have so far...
bought... 3 albums I think.
in my life.
Lol.
=P

I can't wait to go home,
it's like escaping into another... realm!
hahaha.

By the way,
NyonNyon,
I agree with you.
I prefer the Sec4 me too.
I love everything about Sec4,
the fights,
the quarrels,
the crying,
the laughter,
everything!
this year has just been so...
different.
I think I haven't stepped up to the pace and all yet.
I miss the carefree me.
The depressed me now is just too dreary.
Lol....

By the way,
everyone,
stop telling me anything that sounds like..
"don't worry, be happy"
"Smile!"
that kind of thing, okay?
Nothing meant,
no personal attacks,
it's just that I'm a born worrier.
I worry all the time,
so it's like telling me stop being me!
Which I obviously cannot do,
so just let me be.
No more don't worry crap.
k?
Thanks.

I wonder who's the idiot who's hate-tagging...
It's scary...
Very scary.
I hope she'll be fine and get over the git who's doing this shyt.

Hmm...
better today.
Bo found my blog.
And I get the 582 thing now,
I'm ....
speechless.

I want to blog lots and lots,
but since I'm using Cia's laptop,
I shall be considerate... =P
Hahaha.
Blog another time.

Thanks to Ann, HuiZ, Indora,
Grace, Kuan Chin,
Mr Andrew,
Yindy,
Cia. Zac,
Khanh,
Tim, Ayl,
and the list goes on ...
for the support during this ....crap.

Thank you.

Blogged in the evening of 26th May,
Because there wasn’t any internet in the dining hall,
For some reason...sigh.
Hmm....
I don’t know to feel relief or what.
I’m genuinely sad,
Down in the dumps.
I hate this feeling.
I don’t know why....
It just keeps happening.
Maybe He is trying to teach me a lesson,
But it just keeps happening.
I feel so lost.
Like a stupid lost sheep.
I don’t know what to do.
Is it normal to feel this way?
Is it normal to keep feeling this way?
During PAE,
Then when I was trying to decide between SA and NY,
When I didn’t get SA,
When I got into my new class,
When I felt left out,
When this happened.
It’s just May.
This feeling is practically haunting me every month.
I hate it.
I hate this stupid feeling.
I can’t even turn to people that I usually turn to.
I don’t know what I am supposed to do.
I feel even more alone right now in this mess.
This mess...
THIS MESS!!!!!
What the hell am I suppose to do?!
I can’t get the answers...
And I don’t know what I am supposed to do already....

Must you really leave?
I know we had your farewell and all...
But it’s just so hard to accept it...
I’m going to miss the chuckle,
The laugh,
The big grin you always flash....
It’s hard to imagine this place without you in it.
No matter what,
Even if time heals all wounds,
It’ll be different,
Very different.
I’m going to miss you so much papa.

What a time to have all this load of things....
This whole issue,
Then birthday,
Then sending papa off.
Packing of stupid bags,
Going home (the only happy thing)
Then studying ,
Then exams.
It’s quite overwhelming at one shot.
I don’t like it,
At all.
Sigh.
What should I do......
Sigh.

I feel so alone when I pray and i don’t hear the exact answer...
I know I’m suppose to trust, believe and find the answer,
But it’s hard.
It’s tough.
And I don’t even have my rock right here.
Sigh.
Sometimes
I wonder,
What is the true purpose of our existence.
I know that I’ll be missed if I’m gone,
It’s true and applies to everyone...
But how many people would really notice my disappearance?
How many people would actually care?
How many people.... would actually shed a tear?
It’s easy to think that many people will...
But is that the truth?

I am still waiting for the day that I’ll feel happy again
I am kind of numb,
Wallowed in self-pity and whatever else.
The thing about feeling sad,
Is that,
You can’t seem to remember how it was to feel happy.
To be glad,
To just be happy.

Ms Eelin,
If you are reading...
I miss you a lot...
I miss last year.
It’s like.. the best year in Oldham.
I hope all is well with you and that everything is going fine.
=)
Do take care..

Just yesterday,
I googled my name in search of lost blogs...
I saw some of your old posts...
It suddenly reminded me of how close we were.
How we would just laugh,
Type each other’s full name and say we miss each other.
How we used to write bday notes, goodluck for exam notes,
Farewell notes,
Cheering up notes,
Every kind of notes,
And pictures...
I still don’t get what happened.
Why can something so insignificant render our friendship to such a state?
I can’t get over it.
I know.
I should.
I mean, if you can do it, why can’t I?
You don’t seem to care about this anymore anyway...
But believe it or not,
It’s tearing me up inside.
I hate it when friendships end like this.
WHY?
I still don’t get it.
WHY?

I feel like crying already.
But it’s just a stupid feeling,
And I am determined to get over it.
Now.
Nothing will solve itself,
But I guess I just need some time before getting back on my two feet.

I don’t know what I am going to do when Grace leaves for uni...
Or when Tim goes for NS,
Or when yindy, XiuLing, HsiWen and the rest...
Finish J2.....
Sigh.
Shall face it when it comes I guess.
Now is just too bad a time to overload myself with all the unnecessary stuff.

Finally.
I don't know what I did,
but I know that I don't have to type BR anymore.
I'm so glad.
I'm actually not used to it..
Haha

Anyway,
here goes.

After a long break from blogging,
I still think that blogging is the best way to reflect,
aka,
talk to yourself and all.

I don't know about other people,
but it's been a pretty bad week for a few of us.

I know we haven't been tight,
but I still feel sad about the whole issue.
Why do things always become like that?
I wish that everything is just like a fairy tale sometimes,
never sad,
always happy ending.

It's not working out.
I'm not ready to commit,
and I don't do things that are of no use in the future,
since this is not going to go anywhere due to religion and beliefs,
I decided to axe it now.
Apparently,
it's the wrong time.
Let me ask a simple question,
just to satisfy myself..
WHEN will be a good time to do this kind of thing?
It's never pleasant,
and no time is ever the correct time.

Chalet was...
yeah,
like that.
So was the stay out.
I had fun at many parts,
but I was too preoccupied to truly enjoy.

Aylwin,
Hey.
Jia you.
I know this is tough on both of you,
but with God's grace,
both of you will be alright,
hang in there!

Mei,
I know we haven't exactly been talking,
or anything in fact,
but I hope that all will be fine with you in the end.
I am probably the last person you'd want in your life right now,
so I respect that.
I just want to send my well wishes,
and I guess that's it.

NyonNyon,
I'm finally updating this.
Lol..
I'm sorry I didn't tell you and you had to ask Matt about it,
but yeah.
It's kind of over.
Things didn't work out,
I think you can actually understand,
but feel free to ask me if you want,
I feel bad not telling you all.

Ann,
hey...
Things have not been well...
but I hope that you are alright and all.
Let's talk when we can, k?

HuiZ,
I miss you big time.
I wish you were here with me through this.
We haven't gone out as a group for ...AGES!
I miss everything.

Sometimes, I wish I'd just stay in this trance.. and never wake up.

School again tomorrow.
How sick is that?
Sigh.
I shall not complain and be thankful instead.
At least I can still go to school and learn.
It's something.
=)

I don't know why...
but I really cannot stand a lot of things right now.
Feeling really insecure about alot of issues.

Grace,
Thanks for all the help.
I really appreciate it.
And the banana cake is quite nice you know!
hahaha. =)
Hugs.
Please let me know when you decide on uni, k?
I'm going to miss you no matter what...

Actually,
I don't really know what to blog about anymore.
I'm so worn out by this entire thing.
I don't know what you expect from me.
I cannot deliver.
I'm tired.
I just need a rest,
a good rest from all this nonsense.

Sometimes,
all we need is a hug,
to know that things will sort itself out,
and God will always be with those who pray for
His endless love, grace and strength.

dozing off,
still having asthma.

Changing back to my old blog.

=)

After a long break from blogging,

I still think that blogging is the best way to reflect,

aka,

talk to yourself and all.



I don't know about other people,

but it's been a pretty bad week for a few of us.



I know we haven't been tight,

but I still feel sad about the whole issue.

Why do things always become like that?

I wish that everything is just like a fairy tale sometimes,

never sad,

always happy ending.



It's not working out.

I'm not ready to commit,

and I don't do things that are of no use in the future,

since this is not going to go anywhere due to religion and beliefs,

I decided to axe it now.

Apparently,

it's the wrong time.

Let me ask a simple question,

just to satisfy myself..

WHEN will be a good time to do this kind of thing?

It's never pleasant,

and no time is ever the correct time.



Chalet was...

yeah,

like that.

So was the stay out.

I had fun at many parts,

but I was too preoccupied to truly enjoy.



Aylwin,

Hey.

Jia you.

I know this is tough on both of you,

but with God's grace,

both of you will be alright,

hang in there!



Mei,

I know we haven't exactly been talking,

or anything in fact,

but I hope that all will be fine with you in the end.

I am probably the last person you'd want in your life right now,

so I respect that.

I just want to send my well wishes,

and I guess that's it.



NyonNyon,

I'm finally updating this.

Lol..

I'm sorry I didn't tell you and you had to ask Matt about it,

but yeah.

It's kind of over.

Things didn't work out,

I think you can actually understand,

but feel free to ask me if you want,

I feel bad not telling you all.



Ann,

hey...

Things have not been well...

but I hope that you are alright and all.

Let's talk when we can, k?



HuiZ,

I miss you big time.

I wish you were here with me through this.

We haven't gone out as a group for ...AGES!

I miss everything.

Been lousy.

Lousy lousy week.

but the worship was definitely priceless.

I appreciated every moment,

treasured,

cherished.

The moments with Him are truly precious.



Going for chalet.

Hopefully,

my mood will be lifted up.

Jia you eh you!



KC,

safe journey back!



Can Cia be right about things?

It hasn't been my day at all...

in fact,

this whole week has been rather bad.

Of course there were highlights,

as usual..



How do I find 30 people?

die.

What your name means:

You entered: Christabel Ng Kher Earn



There are 20 letters in your name.

Those 20 letters total to 99

There are 6 vowels and 14 consonants in your name.



What your first name means:

Latin Female Beautiful Christian. Variant of Christiana. Follower of Christ.

English Female Variant of Christiana. Follower of Christ.



Your number is: 9



The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.



The expression or destiny for #9:

The expression that you exhibit is represented bythe number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.



If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.



Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.



Your Soul Urge number is: 8



A Soul Urge number of 8 means:

With an 8 soul urge, you have a natural flair for big business and the challenges imposed by the commercial world. Power, status and success are very important to you. You have strong urges to supervise, organize and lead. Material desires are also very pronounced. You have good executive abilities, and with these, confidence, energy and ambition.



Your mind is analytical and judgment sound; you're a good judge of material values and also human character. Self-controlled, you rarely let emotions cloud judgment. You are somewhat of an organizer at heart, and you like to keep those beneath you organized and on a proper track. This is a personality that wants to lead, not follow. You want to be known for your planning ability and solid judgment.



The negative aspects of the 8 soul urge are the often dominating and exacting attitude. You may have a tendency to be very rigid, sometimes stubborn.



Your Inner Dream number is: 1



An Inner Dream number of 1 means:

You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.





Birthday Calculator

3 December 1990



Your date of conception was on or about 12 March 1990 which was a Monday.



You were born on a Monday

under the astrological sign Sagittarius.

Your Life path number is 7.



Your fortune cookie reads:

If you continually give, you will continually have.



Life Path Compatibility:

You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.

You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22.

You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.

You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11.


The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2448228.5.

The golden number for 1990 is 15.

The epact number for 1990 is 3.

The year 1990 was not a leap year.



Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/27/1990 and ending 2/14/1991.

You were born in the Chinese year of the Horse.


Your Native American Zodiac sign is Owl; your plant is Mistletoe.



You were born in the Egyptian month of Menchir, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).



Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 16 Kislev 5751.

Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 17 Kislev 5751.



The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.17.11.4 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 17 tun 11 uinal 4 kin



The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Monday, 15 Jumadiyu'l-Avval 1411 (1411-5-15).



The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 15 April 1990.

The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 15 April 1990.

The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 28 February 1990.

The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 3 June 1990.

The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 10 June 1990.

The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Thursday, 20 September 1990.

The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 10 April 1990.

The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 27 February 1990.



As of 5/19/2008 4:57:18 AM EDT

You are 17 years old.

You are 209 months old.

You are 911 weeks old.

You are 6,377 days old.

You are 153,052 hours old.

You are 9,183,177 minutes old.

You are 550,990,638 seconds old.



Celebrities who share your birthday:

Brian Bonsall (1981) Anna Chlumsky (1980) Holly Marie Combs (1973)
Bucky Lasek (1972) Brendan Fraser (1968) Daryl Hannah (1960)
Julianne Moore (1960) Ozzy Osbourne (1948) Jean-Luc Godard (1930)
Andy Williams (1930) Joseph Conrad (1857)

Top songs of 1990

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Nothing Compares 2 U by Sinead O'Connor

Vision of Love by Mariah Carey

Because I Love You (The Postman Song) by Stevie B
Vogue by Madonna

Escapade by Janet Jackson










Interesting,

but I am too lazy to comment.

Feeling better,

but it's obvious that I am still sick.

Sometimes I'd rather be healthier and more stupid,

but I guess we always want what we can't have,

so yeah.

Sydney White is an exceptionally nice movie.

Bring It On 4 is better than the previous ones.

I like! =)

I want to go for the AJ choir concert!

I enjoyed myself thoroughly last year.

I can't believe this.

Sigh.

Why do I always fall ill at the worst of times?!



Period early too.

So irked right now.

and my PW thing.

I don't understand why it can't be sent,

and why I can't get god,solid evidence.



Gave up my ticket to Matt's friend.

Wasted $16,

didn't get to see the concert.



I'm sorely disappointed.




Last night was fun. =)

Thanks yw.

I know you mean well,

and I appreciate it.



Going broke.

I'm upset about the situations.

It's not about the money,

it's the other stuff.

Sigh.

I'm excited about IJ fiesta and meeting Huiz!

Lol.

Miss her lots.



I can't be bothered anymore.

Everytime I am disappointed and give up,

I'll come to this stage that I think,

well,

why not give it a last shot?

but it does not seem to work.

trials after trials.

He hates you too.

no,

it should be just he hates you.

I don't hate you.

I wish I could.

I can't,

I just can't.

I pray that God will take away this misearable feeling,

this constant nagging in my head,

the trying to fit in

trying not to be left out in a place I never belonged in the first place.

What do you want me to do?

Stop brushing me aside.

Seriously.

How could you bear to do it?

What about before?

It's really...

unbelievable.



Don't give me shit yeah.

I don't care if your boyfriend is the President of Singapore,

or my brother,

I won't give a shit if you keep stepping on me.

Everyone has their limits.

Stop pushing it.

Your boyfriend,

can do nothing anyway,

if things really happen the way it happen.

Watch it.



Sick and tired.

The flu and cough won't go away.

I don't know.

I cannot believe you ignored me in front of everyone.

You probably didn't even know you did,

but I felt so left out.



Didn't manage to get D for SBJ,

but I'll be retaking in August.

So people,

wish me luck!



Friends going Vietnam for holiday.

Have fun! =)



I didn't get to go for OSLE.

Sigh.

Out of class comm.

It's a sad day.

Yesterday was such a bad day.

It made me really down.

What with not making it for the jump on Monday,

and hearing lots of bad stuff.



Couldn't finish my homework,

got really upset,

Mr Foo (chem teacher) leaving,

heard that Mr Khoo (phy teacher) leaving too.



Got rather hurt and upset and all the negative, stupid, self-centred feelings,

cuz I feel the whole world is leaving.

It's just a matter of time when Grace will leave,

and I don't know how I'm going to cope with that.

Die.



Can't seem to catch up much on Physics.

Maths and Chem not too bad.

Can't finish tutorials.

and I'm still blogging.

Priorities all wrong.

Lit homework..

Haven't started.

I'm so screwed.



Today was definitely a better day.

Thinking about positive stuff,

like how I got a C (although it's VERY bad) for my 2.4 cheered me up.

Jumper 155, so it's a E,

jumping again tmr.

I have faith I can do this.



GP, Lit, Maths due.

I am dead meat.

Don't know how to handle all these!!!!!

Mid years coming some more...



Broke.

I hate myself for this.

I surrender it all up to Him,

for I know that even through my imperfect ways,

He is looking out for me,

and teaching me a lesson.



Why can't you just be my friend?

Bored.

Tired.

Saddened.



Must you really go?

I know I'm selfish.

I understand.

Too bad, I guess.

Everyone has to grow up at one point or another.

I guess my time is right about...

now.



I cannot believe some people are so hypocritical!

I am too.

So yeah.

hahahaha.

but it's still funny,

the irony of it all.

After what I heard,

and what I read later.

It's just too funny.

Sigh.

I'm being overly cynical yet again.

I don't know who you were talking about,

may be me for all I know,

but you do the same thing,

whether you realise it or not.

At least I know I do the same mistake whenever I lose control.

Sigh.

What's this world coming to?



PFT all over again.

Aiming all A!! and 165 for SBJ!

Your view on yourself:



You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:



You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:



You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.


The seriousness of your love:



You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.


Your views on education



You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.


The right job for you:



You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success:



You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.


What are you most afraid of:



You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.


Who is your true self:



You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.




I cannot believe it's exactly the same!

Lolx.

I guess most parts are pretty true,

especially the get angry to hide the truth!



Lol.

My cut seems to be infected.

Going doc to check it out.

Am worried.

There's GP tomorow.

Help.

I'm scared.



Red bull was totally full of bull today.

There was lightning,

so I didn't run my 2.4km.

SBJ has improved from 140cm to around 150-155cm.

I need 165cm.

It's just another 10-15 cm.

It can't be that hard.

If anyone can do it,

I CAN!

YAY!

That's the spirit!



I seem to be rumbling nonsense.



Anyhow,

I'm in love with 2 new songs.


Come what may - Moulin Rouge

Lips of an Angel - Hinders



Wait..

I like



Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney

Teardrops on my guitar

Love, me - Collin Raye



too!

All the nice songs.

I LOVE! =D



=D



Why are people always so suspicious?

I can understand the curiousity and actually,

I cannot deny that I would be suspicious too.

Sigh.

Lol.

People,

just relax,

and give it a rest.

=)



Mr A,

Kuan chin

Ms Siew Geok,

THANK YOU SO MUCH for always being there. =D

I appreciate the support/guidance. =D



Aylwin,

bad timing sia.

Hahahahaha. =D



I am so tempted to change my blog url,

to something like.. www.lipsofanangel.blogspot.com
Hmm...

We'll see la.

lol.



I can't wait to watch IronMan, *smiles*

Heard it's really good,

right Aylwin? Grace?

lolx.



Project A not done yet.

Time is really running short.

I need to catch up with Grace....

Haven't talked for ages.



I lost my temper the other day.

Started crying out of anger and frustration.

I didn't do my best to turn to Him.

It's my biggest downfall.

I need to learn, and fast.



Chem SPA and Maths LEcture Test tomorrow!!!

SAVE ME!!!!

Maths test in 15 mins,

I didn't even bring notes,

can't study..

Sigh.

I am so deadmeat.



Haircut next Thursday!

yippee! =D



I can't wait to go to IJ Fiesta next Friday!



Got my laptop back,

need to reformat it and all,

but I've got no idea how to do it.

Lol.

ahahahaha.



PT later.

I hope all will be well. =D

I pray all will be well.



confused.



Unsure.



Don't know what my next step should be.



Mid-years....

April.

April.

April, not may.



but it's may.



HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WISHES to...

RuiAnn

Aylwin

Dharlynnie

Nadet!



More to come.

Indora's! =D



Hmm.

Failed my 5 items today.

Failed standing broad jump.

Long long way to go.

Got A for Sit-up (31 in less than 45 seconds) - I'm happy! =D

A for sit and reach (52cm) - Not that great. Should hit 55cm

B for Inclined pull-up (16 in 30 seconds) - Ran out of time!! I wanted A.. 2 more..

C for Shutter Run (11.6 seconds) - Oh well... I guess I should have tried harder.


2A, 1B, 1C.

Adds up to more than 20points,

which mean I can get GOLD.

And since Cgrade and above,

definitely can!!!!

Oh, but wait.

SBJ was ungraded!

cuz it was just WAYYYYY too good.

FREAKING THING.



I'm aiming A/B for my 2.4km.

No harm aiming for the stars.



You were so insensitive,

I felt like crying.

Maybe I didn't try that hard,

but I was really really scared,

and I didn't make it anyway.

You weren't there for me.

You were just rejoicing.

sigh.

I understand the joy,

but must you really keep celebrating in my face?

It hurts.

It hurts that you didn't even know that you were hurting me.

What happened to us?

Is there even a friend called Christabel in your database?

Probably not really.

Whatever la.



I..

officially hate SBJ.

I'm tired.

I'm quite happy.

I feel evilly happy that people don't understand my blog.

haha



bliss.