http://www.frontiernet.net/~jimdandy/specials/life/life.htm

Super cute!
Go check it out.
=)

Was talking to my mummy on Skype,
but the connection was really bad....
I didn't hear most of the stuff...
and I'm pretty worried about my tooth...
Okay,
for those of you who have not heard the story,
(LUCKY YOU!!!!)
Lol.
However,
you are not so lucky anymore.
I am going to BORE you...
with all the DETAILS...
Lol..
I am a bit psycho..
Lol..

Okay.
So I had a toothache,
since yesterday noon,
which got worse at night,
and was one of the reasons (excuses)
I used to throw my temper around,
so I went to check at Balmoral dentist.
Hmm..
lo and behold.
I need to extract it.
Ouch.
I keep remembering Mr Tang's "immune to anaestatic" experience.
Anyway,
it will cost SGD 1.2K.
Yes,
that much,
for a tooth.
Marcus offered to do it for me for $5.
Thanks! but erm...
I'll pass.
Hehehe.
It's obvious I cannot afford it.
So yes...

May have to go home to do it.
May have to pay.
May go to School Dental Service
May go to the dentist Mr Teo recommended.

No matter what,
I put it all in the Lord's hands.

Tsk tsk.
Something not to be missed.
It cheered me up and made me laugh!
=)

Due almost a year ago,
for a friend's birthday. =)
Thanks Ayl,
Thanks Tim. =)
It made me feel better. =)
Even through this stupid toothache.
I think I should go see a dentist.
It's getting so bad,
that I get a slight headache alongside it.

3rd post of the day,
and all in the evening.
Wow......
This is so......
Nevermind.

I know I said I will blog about the CIP,
but I am so lazy,
and I did say I will dedicate this to Grace.

I left you a note,

I left a small trinklet on

top of the note,

hoping that it will cheer

you up on Monday,

your last day of work,

and probably lessen

your Monday blues.

You said you got it today,

and I am really glad you

like it,

as much as I do. =)


The trinklet is really cute,

and reminds me of

you in every way.

The blue colour,

the coconut tree,

and of course,

your name. =)

I meant it when I said you

are like a big sister to me.

I am really going to miss

you.

I'll never never ever regret

anything that we've

done/experience together

in OH.

I don't believe in

coincidences.

I think that God put us in

this hall,

to meet many people,

and to get to know

each other.

I am thankful for the

experience,

grateful for the

opportunity.

=)

No matter what,

you will always be

my big sister!

=)

I love you.

Don't get discouraged

and always remember the

support, love and care you

had in Oldham hall.

All of us will always be

here for you.

Don't worry too much

about the new

environment.

I am sure someone like

you will cope well,

and adjust to the

surroundings,

make more new friends,

and perhaps, like me,

fall in love with UK.

=)

Grace,

I wish you all the best in

life,

and I pray that our paths

will cross again.

=)

It's hard to say goodbye,

but it's better to have had

the chance to know each

other,

then say goodbye,

than to not even have a

chance to call you my friend.

Take care,

God bless you always. =)





We may not take the best pictures,
but every picture has a memory,
a sweet memory,
meaningful and beautiful. =)

FUCK!!!!

I wanted to delete a video of Zac from my phone
(I don't even know why the FUCK is it there)
then because I marked all the photos that I wanted to transfer to my pc,
cuz I haven't saved a copy yet,
and then the STUPID phone,
deleted ALL the MARKED pictures.

OH MY FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My IKEA photo is there.
My picture with NyonNyon,
my picture with RuiAnn.

ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

I hate this!!!!!!
Why the hell is everything going so bad?!?!
FUCK!!!!!!!
This totally sucks.
I have to control my temper later during the FUCKING COC meeting.
I hate myself.
This,
right from the start,
is all my fault.
All because of my stupidity.
The phone's stupidity,
is accounted to the owner,
so I am the stupid one.
I don't even want to blog anymore.
FUCK IT ALL.
I don't want her to go..
Why am I venting it out like that..

What the hell was that all about.
Sigh.
=/
Shouldn’t be saying bad words.
The situation is not bad enough to use such a word.

However,
I am upset,
For a stupid reason too.

Tried to catch the lift,
So that I can ask Mr KC a question,
Which was,
“Did you return the scraper and all to Ms Sharon?”
Since he helped us washed it according to Cia.
However,
Due to habit,
And probably my obnoxious evil rude self,
I called him KC,
Instead of MR KC.
So I was scolded,
By another AHM in Chinese.
That came as a shock,
When she said,
“How many times have I told you not to call him by name in front of other boarders?!”
Frankly,
I think it was...once..
I cannot remember,
But I was surprised,
And turned back to KC and said,
“Mr KC, Mr Lim..”
Before I could continue,
I got a slap on the shoulder by yet another AHM,
Who went (in Chinese) “no big no small!”
Which technically means I have attitude problems.

I know,
I have always been “no big no small”,
But in this situation,
How?!
I am pretty sure my tone was not sarcastic,
Because I did not have time to react for it to be sarcastic anyway!

So,
I was really upset about it.
KC was nice,
Just answering the question like nothing really happened.
Me?
I was really embarrassed,
Especially since this had to happen in front of boarders,
And about... 5 AHMs.
GREAT.
Isn’t it?
What is wrong with me?

I don’t know why I am taking this so personally.
Anyway,
This proves my mum’s point,
I’m just rude and show no respect to others.
Fine.
I will TRY MY BEST,
To call him MR KC/Mr Lim from now on.
There is no point getting scolded for such trivial things anyway.
I hate getting scolded.


Went out to Charissa’s house!!!
Met up with Xiu Hui,
Gretchen,
Bryan,
Clare,
Wee Khang! (correct? =P)
It was nice to see all of them.
=)
I had quite a lot of fun and all.

Then I went out with Grace,
This needs a long post,
So I shall dedicate the next post to Grace. =)

I know I am childish.
Too upset to blog about anything else.
This is just so immature,
To be pissed and upset,
When I should just take the opportunity to correct and better myself.
ARGHH!!!!!
I am pissed.
Is it more with myself? Or who?
I think it’s more of a “lao xiu cheng nu” case scenario.
I am an idiot/moron.

Another long day.
I didn't take nap.
Sigh.
So tired.
I should have...
but I couldn't...

I was just so upset about it.
This is like Deja Vu.
I cannot believe it.

Anyway,
took neoprints with NyonNYon,
Dharlynnie,
Yee Wern
RuiAnn
Ming Hui
Chien Wen.

They are super nice!
and I enjoyed myself,
but my body is punishing me now.

Okay.
So this is the continuation.
Hopefully I can finish everything.
I am sooo tired.


Anyway,
so I was really slow in reacting,
but when it finally registered
that I should help,
I did...
sort of... I think.
=X

Haha.
Erm... It was well,
yeah.
=P
Like that la.
I wanted to just help him up to the room,
and probably take the house keys,
lock up and come and return in the morning.
However,
someone wanted to shower,
so I totally freaked.
What if he fainted inside?
I had no idea how serious his headache and dizziness was.
So after I helped him up,
I called for help.
The first person I thought of was Mr A.
Then I realised,
cannot.
He is not in OH anymore.
Sigh.
I narrowed my range to guys only,
so the next person I thought of was..
KC.
Yes.
I should have thought of Aunty Linda actually.
Somehow I did not.
So anyway,
Grace and KC came.
Thankfully.
=)
I had to knock at his door like a few times,
then he will switch off the shower,
so that I know he is still alright in there.
Anyway,
we went to buy medicine for him before Grace sent me back.
Thanks to Ms Pam for letting me stay out a bit longer.

Anyway,
it seemed like a super long day.
It was,
technically.
I showered,
and slept at about 1.30am,
and woke up around 8am when Gracia called,
SUPER tired.

Then,
the sale began!!!
Not immediately,
with a lot of help setting up and all.
I am really really really too lazy to blog about the sale,
so I shall postpone it.

All I want to say now,
is


THANK YOU


to everyone who came and help/support.
It's really really nice of all of you.
=)
God bless all of you!!
Sometimes,
it's the little acts of kindness that really touch people's hearts.

The brownies are sold out.
The Fizzy Ribena is sold out too!
We only have floats left.
=)
I guess we'll have to do it tomorrow or something.


I was so worried about the money.
I was getting a migrane from lack of sleep
(usually need 10 hours.. average of 10...)
and the worrying...
but like what Ms Sharon and KC said,
just enjoy it.
Enjoy the project since it's fun and spontanous.
I did something I should have done right from the start,
I surrendered it all to the Lord.
Well, guess what?
The sale did not go SMOOTHLY,
(Gracia and I both spilt drinks... =P)
but,
we did manage to sell quite a bit,
especially with help from OH boarders and AHMs
(OHANA!!!)
We did not reach target of $1000,
in fact,
we might be half way..only.
but.....
we had fun,
even though we are all grouchy and irritated,
and I am convinced that we will manage by.
=)
The power of prayer,
is truly too amazing for words.
=)

I love Jesus and
I thank Him for all His shower of blessings..

It's been a while.

I missed you Yee Wern,
but now that you are back,
I am just happy! =D

NyonNyon,
YES MA'AM!
=D
hahaha.
As you can see,
I am updating! =)

It's been a long two days...
that I haven't online.

First off,
I feel bad.
My mum wanted to talk to me online,
but I haven't,
right up till now.
I have just been postponing it
and doing other things instead...
I'm such a horrible person..

Okay.
So...
On wednesday,
when I finished my last paper - Chemistry,
I was overjoyed!!!
There were many announcements,
including one which stated,
"Lessons will resume on Thursday",
so me being silly old me as usual,
became estatic that I do not have school for 7 whole days!!
An entire week!!!!
However,
after sharing my "joy" with Gracia,
she told me that we have intensive PW,
till 5pm on Monday to Wednesday.
Naturally,
my mood came crashing down.
I was sorely...
sorely disappointed.

Went back to Oldham,
had dinner,
was not as high as on Tuesday for some reason...
Matt and Marcus was on the table as usual,
and we just chat chat chat.
After the talk on Tuesday night,
I had already decided not to do anything about the
Celebration of Culture (COC) in Oldham Hall,
since I have said (NyonNyon, Ruiann they all too)
that we will not be involved AT ALL this year.
Somehow,
as luck, or fate, or God would have it,
I was chosen as the country rep.
Yes.
Me.
T.T

What was to be done?
We had a beautiful skit,
which we cancelled,
because

1. our lead actor was sick (hospitalised) and is not allowed to be involved.
2. our script disappeared as NyonNyon's laptop completely crashed.
3. Indonesia is doing the same skit (same story line)

Wow...
I mean,
I took that as a sign,
and a clear excuse to just back out and not do crap.
So that was decided.
until dinner the next day.
Somehow,
KC brought it up,
and Mark was called to the table
(Mark is the other country rep).
The more we talked about it,
the more I realised how guilty and bad I feel.
I was being downright selfish,
when I did not want to do it.
I didn't like the responsibility,
and I hated the obstacles/problems even more.
I thought it was an unnecessary pain,
and would rather just drop it entirely.
However,
my fellow countrymates had much more responsibility,
and soon,
I felt really really bad.
At one point,
I actually felt like crying,
because I was such an idiot.
I did not even have a solid reason why I did not want to do it,
apart from laziness.
How can they be so enthusiastic while I am so.... horrible.
The guilt just ate away at me.

So,
we had another meeting at 830pm.
It was quite fruitful,
and all went well.
Now,
the only thing left,
is the execution of the plans.
All is.. quite well.
That night,
I slept at 2/3am.
This part is not unusual at all.
The only difference is that I had to wake up at 730am for breakfast.
=P

I felt so tired when I woke up
but because I agreed to,
I woke up and went down.
Breakfast was alright.
After that,
(after an entire joking session between jo-erh and KC)
LOL!!!
went up to shower,
and then went out to IJ to meet Ms Jo and Mr Tang.

This part?
Is really funny.
in a stupid way.

KC and I had lunch with Mr Andrew at Holland V,
since I did not want to go from Toa Payoh alone,
I asked KC to just come along to IJ.
So okay la.
He came.
but lo and behold!
IJ principal Mrs Lee,
had a new rule!
"NO GUYS allowed. It is an IJ after all."
Okay.
I get that.
but it really was not necessary for the guard to repeat himself so many times.
I was already embarrassed as it is.
Then when KC left to go sit outside,
this is the conversation that took place.


"Is HE YOUR BOYFRIEND?!"

me :" No! He is a hostel WARDEN!"

"Owh... it's still not allowed.. because he is a guy... and the principal......and..... and.... and....so...."


What was THAT all about!?
Seriously!
Sigh.
Whatever.
I waited,
quite long,
but apparently Ms Jo had lessons.
She didn't tell me when she was free,
so...
I just waited and waited and waited,
then I met Mr Tang!
=D
Passed him the biscuits!
Apparently it is one of his favourite snacks!
hehehe.
That in itself made the trip worth it.
=)
RuiAnn lent me a pen and paper,
and I wrote a note to inform Ms Jo of the... happenings,
asked a teacher (Indian Lit teacher, can't remember her name offhand)
to please leave it on Ms Jo's table,
and left.
I was sorry to not be able to meet Ms Jo,
but when Mr Tang checked,
her lessons were ending at....
11.55am!!!
I was there at 10.15am,
and I had lunch at noon all the way at Buona Vista.

So, I left school.
=)
Went on the bus,
had lunch with Mr A,
not at Holland V,
but at biopolis (I think...)
Lol.
It was nice.
After that,
a visit/tour around MOE main building.
It is....
different from what I expected.
In a good way.
Yes yes... =)
I am glad he is enjoying his work there.

After leaving,
we went to ToniandGuy academy!
Booked a slot under my name for KC.
Apparently,
when we were there,
they thought it was for a girl!!!!
so........

I was utterly......
embarrassed,
and mortified to a certain extent.
Although he said it was funny,
(it is)
but.. yeah....
first, the school suddenly had a new, stupid rule.
Then, the haircut had to be cancelled.
Both were because he is a guy, not girl.
Sigh.
It's a woman's world!!!!!
Muahahahahaha!!! XD

Anyway,
I realise this is a super duper long post.
I am not even....maybe I am,
halfway...

Anyway,
so.... we went to IKEA.
It is SUPER nice there!!!!
I really really really like the things there!
I felt like buying sooooo many things!
Being an impulsive shopper,
I had to keep telling myself,
there's no space.
There's no space in the room.
So,
I only bought a little green "hang-in-the-shelf" thingy,
to organise my stuff.
=)
KC got 2 lamps.
They are both nice!
So jealous of him........ >.<
I can't wait to get my own place!!!!

Anyhow,
after that,
we dropped by Giant to get the stuff we needed for the fundraiser today!
We were really tired,
so we got a cab back.
I hardly think we can carry the stuff back anyway.
But randomness apart,
the taxi man talked NON-stop.
That's not the... worst part.
I didn't like how he asked many questions,
that were rather...... personal in a way.
Not something you would suddenly tell strangers.
I like to talk,
yes (OF COURSE!)
but not like that.
I just let KC do the talking,
and pretended I didn't speak Chinese whatsoever.
At one point,
the taxi driver asked,
"are you two siblings?" (in chinese)
and KC and I looked at each other.
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH!
Which part?!!?!
As in.... (hmm... sounds weird)
I mean,
we don't even look alike!!!!!!!!!
Not like Matthew and KC!
So he just said I was a boarder (in chinese)
and that he was a warden (in chinese)
Warden (in chinese) sounds like shoot arrow (in chinese)
so.
Lol.
I totally misunderstood,
and had to ask KC what he meant.
Sigh.
My chinese is really bad.
The worst part?
I am not even putting in effort to "save" it.

After reaching Oldham,
we met Gracia they all.
So we helped carry the stuff in.
Boy,
was it heavy!!!!
We left many in the office
(THANKS!!!!!)
and baked the brownies in the kitchen
(THANKS to the caterers!!!)
with Ms Sharon's oven,
with her help and support!
Must go and thank her sincerely.
She was guiding us and all.
=)
Oh,
and thanks to Kuan Chin and Khanh for buying the oil.
=)

When we finally finished baking,
I was already so sleepy,
so tired.
What a long day...

Then I had to go and get icebox from Tim.
So I went.
Cia offered to come with me,
but I did not think it was necessary,
so I just went alone.
That was until I realised,
after I alight at Raffles Town Club,
the walk is not just scary because of the dark,
it was scary because it was long, dark and I am alone.
I kept feeling scared that someone will attack me
(yes. I am a scaredy cat.)
and that I was lost,
since Tim's house never seemed to appear.
Finally,
I reached.
The poor guy waited very long already.

After taking the ice box,
he walked me to the front door,
then suddenly,
I heard a loud crashing noise.
I was so tempted to tell him
"walk properly la..... "
but when I turned,
I realised it was TIM who was on the floor.


*to be continued*

(i'm too tired to continue typing)

Literature
Mathematics

Physics

It was a disaster.
Or one in the making,
as the teacher marks,
she might just...
shoot herself,
or kill me when she next sees me.


Chemistry.
It's the last paper,
and I am determined to ace it!

Literature
Mathematics

Physics

Chemistry.


I can do this.
Jia you!!!!
=)
To all of you having the exams,
or common tests,
or what not,
"may the force be with you",
as quoted in Star Wars,
and what my brother said!
(so it should be good luck charm!)

Lit,
is where you can talk about sex,
and you can curse,

"you son of a mongrel bitch!"

and claim that you quoted from one of the shakespearean plays.
=P

I've been high,
not on drugs,
but I feel evil...
Hahahaha.
I need to stop being soooooo naughty!

I just realise...
I really blog way too much for someone who has exams in...
less than 24 hours.

Shoot.

Lol.

Church was good today.
Oh... that sounds weird.
What I meant was,
my church experience today was good! =)
KC and I went to the charismatic church at BRMC,
it's called the upper room or something along that line.
It was a different experience!
haha.
=P

Talked to KC after that till lunch.
We talked about what was discussed,
a little about parables,
about evangelism,
about catholics,
and other random things.

During lunch,
YeeWon joined us! =D
Then I made a sudden realisation that,
the topic in church was called "tare"
meaning weeds.
It is something about God planting wheat,
but that the enemy came in and planted "tares" among the wheat,
so I started laughing,
because "Tares" is not a common word for "weed",
but it had to be used,
if not people would get confused between "wheat" and "WeeD"
since they sound similar,
with alliteration AND internal rhyme! =P

Hahahaha.
Had a good chat with Matthew and NyonNyon (Yee Won) after that!

The CIP project on Friday is confirmed!
People,
please come down to Barker and buy Brownies!
It's for a good cause to support children!
yay! =D

I don't know what to do sometimes,
and I think I get lost so often,
but I pray that God will point me in the right direction,
and guide me along the way.
Being evil to him is not the way I know,
but what else can I do right now?
I want everything to end,
and I use excuses to cover up for my bad and poor attitude.
It is better to be extreme now than to keep dragging things on.
That's what I believe in.
You can say I'm mean,
you can call me a bitch,
call me EVIL,
I don't care.
I am sure deep down I feel damn bad,
soooo guilty,
but hey!
At least I am doing something.
I may be hypocritical,
but I don't know what to do anymore.
Stop blaming God.
Stop saying stupid things.
I know you have a point,
and you want to prove a point,
but sometimes,
when you are so extreme,
people will see it as illogical and nonsensical.
Everyone makes mistakes.
That is why we are humans.
That is what that differ us from God.
So you want to be the one out there to help others,
go on.
Please.
Seriously.
It is a good thing.
and you know what?
I am glad you have such a heart.
but hey!
to the rest of us who have religion,
please leave us alone.
I would love to go on mission trips!
but I think I am undeserving,
that I do not know enough to go and help,
that I am still too naive and yeah... dumb even...
maybe you see it as complacence,
or you may even say I am procrastinating,
but I do not care.
I call it fear.
I want to be able to stand on my own two feet,
before I go out there and help.
I want to ensure that I can really HELP,
rather than just go and make a mess.
Stop blaming other people.
Maybe you don't mean it that way,
but I really dislike the way you talk.
I read too much in between the lines,
and I know it.
but that's what made me realise,
we can NEVER make it.
So just drop the issue already.
Stop making me hate you more and more.
Even when you "siam",
you make sure I see you.
You make sure you get my attention every single DAMN time!
You know what?
You are but a stepping stone in my life,
that God placed,
so that I can learn....
I don't really know what I am suppose to learn yet,
but I most certainly am not going to fail Him.

You,
get the hell out of my system.

NyonNyon

This was completely RIPPED from my friend.
Hehehe.


Khanh:Did you just came back from the gym?
Bel:...
LOL! anyway, we stayed in the dining hall and talked after dinner, whereby Matthew mysteriously disappeared and appeared again with a box from BreadTalk! And in it were three small, cute, pretty, cylinder-shaped cherry cake (:
Me:I know I'm perasan but, are those for me?
Bel:(in that evilly mean tone)No! Why would we buy cakes for you?!
Me:Erm...coz it's my birthday?
Me:So cute! Why did y'all buy three little cakes?
Bel:Coz we want one each.
You guys are great friends, I swear. And so, being great friends that we are, we talked and laughed REALLY LOUDLY, and in the process, some friendships may have been severed, Matthew. I'm sorry HAHAHA. Damn funny la. Everything was so funny (?!). Guess me and Bel were really high, and poor Matthew had to bear us (: Then Vanessa came down, realised it was my birthday, and gave me three lychees as birthday present. I successfully consumed them in a special way by getting squirted in the eye by lychee juice! Sim and Jesse came down after that, followed by Kuan Chin and Jix. LOL to Sim's endless "G is for G-sus"! Vanessa kept us fairly entertained with her "sexybag", her songs, etc, with Kuan Chin and Matt moving further and further away from her LOL. And there was the 4am piano ghost thing, and "Is that a chinese song or english song?", as well as the WOW and LOL thing. They sang me a birthday song too! We just crapped endlessly until eleven thirty, whereby Dharlynnie called me and hurried me to come back up to sixth floor. I was totally clueless, and when the liftdoor opened and the birthday song flooded my ears, I was totally shocked! My cluster people gave me a small Polar chocolate cake, which is currently still in the fridge. HengJia and Dharl then went to my room to talk, whereby they were being their usual lame selves and kept being mean to me. Then I was like, "Hey hey, it's my birthday, be nice to me!". I actually got hooked to that sentence, and kept using it on them until they were like, "What time is it now? oh oh it's 11:56, 4 more minutes! 4 more minutes!". LOL damn funny (:



It's really sweet.
I mean,
I didn't know she has such a great time!
Well,
her 16th birthday is certainly memorable!
Haha.

Vanessa dear was just her usual HORNY, PERVERTED self,
influencing and probably freaking Matthew out.
Hahaha.
I was so high.
I did not recognise,
the fire burning is her eyes...
Okay,
I shall stop "singing".
Lol...

NyonNyon got a beautiful soft toy present from her friends. =D



The only thing was that DHARLYNNIE,
being her usual super blur self,
did not remove the price tag.
LOL!


Moving on,
since it's not MY day to be soooo happy,
hahaha.
I shall blog about other issues as well.=)




I think this is really really really sweet!
The photographer was really sure that his sleigh dogs were gonners,
but the polar bear,
had more humane intentions that what was assumed by the photographer.
After the incident on that faithful day,
the polar bear returned daily to play with the dogs.
How sweet is that?
=)
I am really touched by the pictures..

I should be studying,
not blogging.
It's just so fun!

My Darling YEEWON!!!!

or affectionately known as NYONNYON!!

Happy sweet 16th!! =D

*hugs*

I used green because you seem to like green a lot! =P
It was really cool to meet you at Novena today!
and I hope you had a fantastic time,
although I was high and talked crap a lot..

Haha.
Not really bothered to blog,
but I felt bad disturbing the peace of Oldham Hall today in general.
Was super high!
Hehehehe.
I think it was the coke from last night,
combined with coffee this morning!
I'm soooo sleepy now though.

=P

I had a good time!
=P
Haha.

Don't burn your brain cells by thinking too much.
I don't really remember things that you do.
Memory clear in progress.
Erase...
Erase...
Erase!

. SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov
>> 22 - Dec 21)Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow
>> up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes
>> luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't
>> like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to
>> be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't
>> like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined
>> - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like
>> being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.







This is what I do when I am bored.
Hahahaha.
Let's just say results are scarily true on most parts.

The funny thing is actually to see,
how different Matthew and I are!
It's like..
WOW!!!
hahaaha.
We are almost complete opposites!
=)
It's funny, to me.
=)
He's like Mr save money, organised and all.
while I'm.... not.
haha. =P


Anyway,
went to Tim's birthday.
It was fun! =D
Shall blog about it later.
SUper sleepy now. =P

Another random thing.
---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
person possible... better than all of these other
months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to
joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone
always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of
person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music. ]

I just miss UK a lot,
so I shall upload some pictures...




That's the telephone booths again.
=)
It's my favourite picture of the trip!



Me being cheeky!
It's some.. high court...
Lol...
I just thought what would happen if when I am taking this picture,
the door suddenly opens!
Haha. =D


I like this picture a lot!
I think the background is really nice! =D


My daddy and I!!!
This is actually just at a park opposite Lincoln's Inn.
I am pretty sure (but not VERY)
that it is called Lincoln's park!



Here's platform 9 and 3/4!
Made specially because of Harry Potter!
=)
It was slightly disappointing,
but still a treat. =D



How can anyone not fall in love with the place?
Look at the scenery?
The beauty.
=)
True, it is gloomy sometimes,
but hey!
I love England. =D
Can't wait to go there again. =)


Just a few random pictures from last year.
I miss 2007.....
Good times!

I wonder how is Aunty Yulaine....
She was really nice.
ALWAYS!
(bad picture cuz I was slouching)

This was actually taken this year,
just before RuiAnn went to BeiJing for band. =P



Just Putu and I fooling around!
hahaha


IJ fiesta!
Ming Hui!
How are you?
You don't even tag my blog anymore.....
Miss you a lot.


When we had more time,
were more innocent,
and had more fun!
Still loving YEEWON!!!!
My nyonnyon!!! =D


Good times pass by really fast.
I hate studying....
Sigh.

I don't know what's wrong with me.
I cannot concentrate.
I just keep thinking of random weird things.

I feel time creeping by,
and later,
I will realise that time has actually been zooming past me.

I don't know what will happen to my mid-years.
I pray that all will be well.
Chemistry chemistry chemistry.

Right Brain/ Left Brain Quiz The higher of these two numbers below indicates which side of your brain has dominance in your life. Realising your right brain/left brain tendancy will help you interact with and to understand others. Left Brain Dominance: (7) Right Brain Dominance: (14) Right Brain/ Left Brain Quiz

Every single tests I have taken,
always insist that I am right-brained.
Am I that illogical?!
FINE!

Lol...
=P
Just getting a bit wacked out.

I haven't finished my Chemistry yet.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Sigh.

I have PW meeting at 7am in school tomorrow!
and...
it takes an hour to go to school,
so that means,
I have to leave Oldham by 6am,
that literally means that I have to wake up at 530am!
Oh my goodness!!!!
LOL!

There's a party tonight!
What am I going to do!!!!
LOL.

I am definitely going though.
=)

Still-smilingg is back!!!!!!!

I've missed her.
So glad she's back.

Helped her play a prank.
Haha.
I called Zac and said that I had a lot of stuff,
so I asked him to please go down to carpark to help me.
And so.. he said alright!
(thank goodness.
Can you imagine if he had gone like..
can you ask someone else to help you?)
Hahahaha.
so I met Cia at the carpark,
with Khanh and NyonNyon,
because we were at ATM before that.
Zac and Sim came down after a while,
thinking there was food (from me)
and Zac had this....
shocked expression.
Lol...
It was pretty scary actually.
Shocked but no reaction..
Not happy,
so I was a bit freaked.
=P

Paying Aunty Linda back already!
I think I've cleared all my debts.
Haha.
Still can claim $9.20 from Huiz
$4 from Jix
$20 + $ 10 from Cia.

Hehe.
Off I go to study!
=D

I'm so bored.
I should study.

Go to go.

Gotta start mugging soon.

I have to finish Chemistry today,
Physics tomorrow,
Maths by Friday
then dedicate Saturday and Sunday to Literature
and whatever that I'm still bad at (most probably PHySICS then Maths)
at least I'll still have time cuz Chemistry is on the last day.

Sigh.
I'm totally freaked by now.

Monday = Literature (I'm the only one from my class and among the scholars =.=)
Mathematics

Tuesday = Physics

Wednesday= Chemistry

Then it's all over!

I can do this!

=)

Off to study then.
Dessert was nice last night.
I like dessert. =D

I promised I won't.
I will listen to my sister.
I will listen to my sister.
Sigh.
=)
I miss her so much.

Went to visit Guo Jun.
I hope he is feeling better.
That poor guy.
Got hospitalised.
I don't know what is technically wrong,
but yeah..
Poor guy.

Kuan Chin asked me during dinner to go.
So I went.
Was eating with NyonNyon,
then Matthew came and joined us. (THanks! =D)
So now it is not just NyonNyon and I,
there's Matthew too!
(because the rest are not around)
Just before we left Oldham Hall,
we met a few Indonesian guys,
so KC invited a SC4,
Muchtar (don't know spelling).
So we walked over to Tan Tock Seng Hospital, TTSH.
It's over at Novena.
So anyway,
we walked and walked,
walked and walked,
then we reached! =D
So when we arrived there,
I was mildly surprised.
I mean,
I was not expecting a crowd,
but many people were there!
Ms Mag (a bit expected),
Khanh,
Bo Er,
Xian Ming,
Putri,
then me, KC and Muchtar.
=)
I guess Guo Jun is lucky he has so many friends to be with him.

I sometimes wonder,
and today is one of it,
how many people will actually go if I am hospitalised?
How many people will genuinely want to go and care for me?
How many people will be worried?
All these questions,
they may be answered eventually,
but perhaps it is better that it is not answered.

Vanessa is back in the room!
Yay! =D
I've missed her lots!
=)

Gracia is coming back soon!
=D

Well well,
I'm glad glad glad!
=D

These few days,
I feel rather..
out of place.
I can't eat my lunch and dinner properly.
First,
I didn't book.
Next, not much appetite.

Well well,
I hope things will improve.
=)
I,
am a fighter!
=D

I just finished talking to my sister.
I LOVE her sooooooo much!
She is the best!
No one comes close to her league.
=D
No one,
surprisingly,
not even my mummy,
can make me feel as secured as her.
I guess she's the "blessing" in my life.

I'll NEVER ever swap families,
daddy,
mummy,
sister
or brother
because God has made them perfect.
=D

I love Jesus!
and I surrender everything up to Him!

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Yo people,
please help to vote for Low Wee Kang!
=D
He's a friend and a good player. =D
Thanks lots!

Back to books.

Bored.
Created a group on facebook.
Hahahaha.

"we say NO to exams!"
Lol.
Totally random.
Who cares?!
hahahaha.
Back to studying...
sigh.

Greed:	High
Gluttony:	High
Wrath:	High
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Very High

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

Sigh.
Talk about embarrassing.
Now I know,
apart from lust,
I have 6 other sins,
that are very serious...
Lol....
Pride and wrath I knew.
but the rest?
Lol...
Paiseh..

I'm surprise that "selfishness" is not included in the 7 sins though.
Maybe I assume that most of us are prone to be selfish,
especially chinese as the saying goes..
So why is it not included?
I will admit I am selfish.
I believe that most people are selfish,
it is just to what extent.

To protect onself,
sometimes being selfish is the only way.
What else can I say?

The funny thing is that,
like most other things....
if you admit you are selfish,
you are most probably not selfish (not to a great extent)
if you say that you have low self-esteem,
you most probably don't have this problem because you dare to say it.
Of course,
this applies to people who voluntarily say it,
not to those who were forced in someway or another to admit their flaws.

What is being selfish?
Is running away from a bad thing selfish?
Is protecting yourself from bad people selfish?
Is trying to get the best for yourself selfish?

Well,
I guess it can all be true.
I like my previous post about the bible phrase.
=D

Got called "bo liao" indirectly.
Haha.
=P
I do agree that alot of things I do are actually quite..
"BO LIAO". =P

Anyway,
impressed.
That's the only word I can describe.
I see a lot of ways people answer it,
a lot of different answers,
but only this one really seems to impress me.
I admire the way God has worked in him,
and will continue to.
=)


1 Corinthians 13
Some parts are commonly cited as well.
Faith, hope and love.
The values of IJ.

I like reading the bible,
in parts like this.
It's easier and more meaningful to me.
So if anyone see a beautiful verse of something exceptionally meaningful and applicable suddenly,
please tell me. =)

I am missing the IJ band people.

RuiAnn,
NianCi,
YeeWern,
Chien Wen,
Chin Yen,

have a good trip,
and enjoy yourselves! =D

Studying starts now.

Sigh.
I really should start studying!!!

Parents just left.
Feel like a part of me is ...
weird.
Sigh.

I don't want...
Don't want don't want!
I'm escaping into nothingness.

I can't believe everything I blogged last night disappeared.
Literally.
Now I have to redo the tag thingy.
I can't get over it.
Sigh.

Okay,
here goes nothing.
Aylwin aylwin aylwin.
I am going to get you for this!
Lol.



A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 5 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your first reaction be?
Pissed! lol... DAMN pissed off.

#2 If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Family live happily ever after, till God calls each of us back to His side.

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
Sealed with a vow of love by the beach during sunset, with close friends and family members. Small, yet perfect.

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Totally. I have yet to find a day that I am not confused. =P

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Wow....
This is going to be one long-winded answer.
First, he has to be taller than me.
The ideal guy will not only be taller, but roughly 180cm and above!
He has musical inclinations, be it playing an instrument (favourite!), singing or dancing.
The super ideal guy would be able to do all three very well.
He is patient,
understanding (which will mean he is caring)
loves his family (PARENTS!!!)
and most of all,
LOVES me with all his heart. =D
*I think I better stop, starting to sound insane*
Oh lastly (most important too),
he MUST be a Christian
who is more devoted than me,
so that he can lead me to walk in His light.

#6 Which would you rather, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Since I know that being loved by someone you don't love can be rather painful and awkward, I would rather love someone even if he or she does not love me (although this has almost never happened)

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
a lifetime.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Been there. Embarrassed myself totally, but we are best friends now and I couldn't be happier. =D

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
hmm... quite a bit.
Someone.
Midyears.
Mugging.
Fear of Semester 2.

#10 Are you in love or being loved now?
Neither, I think. *crossing fingers*
but I do love my parents, as always!
and Cia!
=D

#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
10 years older, slighty smarter, working, probably settled down, with a driving license and nice nails.

#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
who are? That means a lot of people!!!!!!!! hahaha. Family will always come first!

#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Lol.... A total idiot. =D

#14 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single and rich unless I know he's really really really the right guy. I won't marry unless we can afford a house and a car.

#15 What's the first thing you do every morning?
I either open my eyes or sit up first.

#16 Would you give your all in a relationship?
I sincerely hope so!

#17 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I'm going with Aylwin for this one. Pick the one who likes me. Hahaha.

#18 Would you fall for a friend?
I always fall for friends.... Lol...

#19 What type of friends do you like?
Funny and love to play,
understanding.
Actually, I like almost all types of friends because they add flavour with all their unique personality and qualities. However, I cannot stand selfish people, at all!

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
Opps. Answered. Hahahaha

people i tag:
GRACIA!!!!!(where are you?!!?!)
Grace (lol)
Kuan Chin
erm...
Matthew Chan
Rowland.

I have no sense of colour!
hahaha.
Don't care la.
Didn't study tonight.
Just started last night.
There's a lot to catch up on.
There are stuff to learn for the first time..
OMG.
I'm sooooooo screwed.

but I promised I will use this term to right my wrongs.
I promised myself to try my best,
because it is my dream to go to UK,
so it is my responsibility to work for it.

Going back tomorrow....
Half-happy,
Half dreading it...


Isn't it obvious?
Just stop it.
I am annoyed enough as it is.
Just let me be.
I can't stand it anymore.
Disappear and be gone.

Don't know what to blog about...
Dreading this weekend,
but I am missing some of them also....
As in my friends...
But I am really really not looking forward to unpacking,
saying bye to my parents,
saying bye to Grace,
mugging.....
Sigh.

I need to enjoy every minute at home.
Rewatching "Romantic Princess".
Too bored.
but it's not bad,
not bad at all..
=)
Haha.
Just very bad ending,
but I haven't reach that part,
so it's alright.
Hahahaha.

I am missing RUIANN!!!!
Hahaha.
Got a lot to tell her.
=)

Don't really know what to blog about.
Been having terrible msn connection.
It either disconnects every other minute,
or it will have a pop up
"msn has stopped working"
that kind of nonsense.
It's really really annoying.
Sigh.
=P

Anyway,
what to talk about.....
Going back to Sg soon.
I am really looking forward to seeing yeewon!
haha.
Lots of people I can't wait to see,
but the thought of mid-years,
sends a shiver down my spine.
It's true,
I haven't started....
Sigh.

Parents bringing me to a doc later.
I don't think I really recovered since the last time I was sick.
Still have flame in the morning,
and it seems to get.... more and more yellow.
Lol...
Or am I just paranoid?
Anyway,
getting myself checked,
just in case.
I haven't exactly been the healthiest person around,
and it didn't exactly help when people don't believe when I am sick.
Granted,
I pon a fair bit,
but when I say I am not feeling well,
I usually am genuine.
Why should I lie?
I can just admit that I pon.
Sigh.
Whatever.
With the kind of health I have,
my parents said no to my wanting to donate blood,
and they are worried about my CCA being overloading me.
Why am I so weak?!
I want to be strong!
sigh.
Nevermind this now.

I am like..
rewatching romantic princess.
Lol.
I'm bored.

Anyway,
I just watched
"P.S. I love you"
It's not bad,
but not something I would want to watch in the cinema.
=)

I miss Cia too!
and I wonder what's happening with our CIP thingy.
=P

My brain is rotting away,
and my mum was saying she wants me to stay at home,
at least for another month.
I couldn't agree more.
I couldn't agree more...


Dreading the weekend.....

just found out that HuiZyi went back to her old blog.
That's like.. me!
hahaha.
I'm missing her!
=)
Glad to hear she's well and all.


Charissa!
Heya woman!
As I mentioned in my tag back,
I miss you too!
I'm coming back from Malaysia on 14th,
maybe we can meet up on one day?
I know Mid-years coming up for Xiu, Gretch, Clare,
(me too!)
and you don't have!!!!!!!!!
=(
So......
can you try and ask them?
Just one day...
Been so long since we all met up and all....
=)
And woman!
Link me!!
hahaha. =D


Matthew Chan!
Yes,
lots of surveys.
=)
Take ur time,
I'm really interested in other people's answers..
Haha.
Super "ke po"
lol...
=P
My answers,
some are a bit embarrassing,
and I haven't really thought of it also..

Sometimes,
all the gatherings..
"yam cha" can be tiring,
but....
they are just so meaningful to me,
bringing back sweet memories,
that I can't comprehend why some people can't be bothered to keep in touch with old friends!
I believe that...
"No man is an island"
=D

I am missing.....

Aylwin
Timothy
Elgin
Zac
Gracia
Khanh
Jix
Je-A
Nadet
Vann
HuiZyi
Meilani
Regina
Putu
Ferina
Ming Hui
Yee Wern
Rui Ann
Yee Won
Dharlynnie
Indora
Cindy
Yohani
Wirawan
Matthew
Kuan Chin
Grace
Andrew
Evelyn
Karen
Ms Siew Geok
Ms Chin Yee
Anju
Amanda
Kristyn
Kushi
Lallu
Cooro
Van
Lan Anh
Charissa
Clare Tang
Gretchen
Xiu Hui
Si Jia
Shao Cheh
Isabella
Pook
Prae

....
Nesha
Veenasya
and so many more!! lol.....
=)

Those names I didn't mention,
doesn't mean I dn't wish them,
it's just the..
yeah.
Why am I even explaining myself?!
Lol.

Watched Indiana Jones with Vee and my parents.
(have i mentioned this?)
It's quite alright.
=)
I personally liked it.
Age is catching up with Ford!

Caught "Kungfu panda"
today.
It's totally cute!
and I managed to get my dad to watch with mummy and I.
=D
It was really funny.
Mum even said when the DVD is out,
she'll get it. =D
Hahahaha.
It was THAT funny.
=D
Hehehhe.
I personally like "Shi Fu"
and Oogway!
=D
hahahahha.

I'm having fun.
=)
Loving every nano second of life! =D