I don't know what to blog about.

I've finished most of the Disney movies I set out to watch.

I'm bored.

I need to bathe my darling.

She's getting old.

and I need to post up pictures of her but I keep forgetting to take pictures.

I need to charge my phone but I am lazy.

I need to practice until the piece "heigh-ho" sounds perfect (to me).

Currently playing

Heigh-ho                        - Snow White

Part of your world        - Little Mermaid

Bella Notte                     - Lady&the Tramp

Beauty&the Beast(badly)

Lots of practicing for me.

Toodeloos

Heeeee.. =D

Actually I like it when people tag, so tag!! =D

Sultan,

Futsal Com?

As in the people I play Futsal with?

=P

How are you?

Bel is missing Sultan!

Stephay,

Hahaha. 

I want to come back too!

but my mummy does not want me to go back to KL..

She has not said it but I can sense it..

Heeeeee...

Bel misses Stephay big time too!

Jean,

Hey girl! =D

hahahaha. It IS true..

She does have banana..

Us single ladies have to go hunting together~!

Cannot bring her along since she's.. *ehem* attached. 

So we shall go out together! =D

hahahaha..

Man. I miss KL so much all of a sudden.

So badly.

I think it is because there is not much to do at home..

I mean..

I have been going on a Disney movie marathon.

See how free I am?

I am actually having movie marathons..

Teehee..

Oh well.

I MISS YOU~!

Don't cut your nose off.

Alright?

Take care!!

I am taking up accounts.

All there is that is left is the need for me to call up Sunway and confirm everything.

sigh.

1 whole semester of work to catch up.

Picking up accounting skills which I used to laugh at.

Oh dear.

Maybe this will teach me to shut up and not laugh at any subjects.

T.T

It sometimes hurts.. when one looks at pictures of all one's friends gathering together and all of them having fun, smiling, happy and all..

and one is not present because one has left..

To know that one's life is different from all of theirs..

even the fact that one has moved on and made new friends will not calm the sadness one feels.

Here is what happened on Thursday.

I went to court. =)

Not a huge court, but the Magistrates' Court in Teluk Intan.

Here is some pictures I took from outside the courtroom.

Here's the inside of the courtroom.

I think I might have been hangcuffed or told off if I took the pictures during the session.

Near the red curtains..

That is the tall tall chair that the Magistrate sits in.
Here's the box. People who are talking to the Magistrate (not lawyers) will stand inside the box. Criminals wait in turn in handcuffs too.

Bleeb.

Hey U Jean! =D

We need to go out! =D

of course, not wanting to be left out,

my mother locked me out of the house this afternoon.

I asked if it was a hint for me,

since I was locked out by both of them already.

Of course, I do not hold a grudge, but it is undeniably funny and frustrating

(to be forgotten not by one parent but both, that I am in the house too)

To show my sincere love and care, I wear their clothes.

Okay, maybe it does not show sincere love and care,

but I love wearing their clothes.

For example, yesterday I was wearing daddy's big white long-sleeved shirt with my jeans and converse.

Today, I wore my own white shirt and daddy black slacks. Since it was too big (obviously, and thankfully too =P) I wore it with mummy's belt (to hold the pants up).

See! I love wearing their things.

I swear I feel my dad's urge to roll his eyes sometimes.

Maybe it is due to the fact that I wear his socks, singlet, shorts, slacks, shirts, polo-tees when I am back. I think that the only thing that has survived me is his underwear. 

No worries, as long as I live, they are going to survive me. I am not going anywhere near those. =P

Mine are cuter anytime. XD

So, I was reading about University College London.

It seems that everyone wants to go there or Lancaster School of Economics so I checked them out online.

Apparently they need 4AS subjects.

Okay. Great. 

When I checked out Reading and Sheffield, they only said 3As.

I am feeling screwed over right now.

Did I just limit my university entrance chances by taking the easy way out when I believed myself not to be overexerting and all the nonsense?

It seems that I have to take up Economics as my 4th subject after all.

HOW NOW BROWN COW!

Seems that I have to go talk to Dr Wong before/after Musical on Thursday...

*groans and moans*

I am missing Nickolai and Azryn.

Nicole,

MAXIS MAXIS MAXIS IT IS! =D

Facebook refuses to load as well.

MSN actually went through a lot of attempts before succeeding.

Is this a hint for me not to be online?

I have been doing the dishes at home and cleaning a lot of dog poo.

I realised that mummy is right and that we are spoilt.

I am not used to needing to remember to do all this work,

including helping her with the cooking and cleaning up.

Daddy wanted me to take the trash out as well,

but that I flat out refused.

=P

I have got to wake up early tomorrow so no late night for me..

MATT! tag me when you read this!! stop coming and going so silently!!!! =P

Everytime I come home, this happens.

I listen to the songs repetitively and I try to play the songs from my precious Disney book..

Since mummy will not allow me to remove it from her "premises", she has agreed to photocopy the book for me. =D

I cannot blame her for being protective about the book, after all it did cost quite a bit and she had to carry it back from USA. =P

so... I am waiting for the new book! =D 

I cannot wait. 

So now hopefully, I will be able to play more than just "Sleeping Beauty". =)

Looking forward to learning songs from "Lion King" and "Little Mermaid" =D

Another happy event is that since we use wi-fi at home,

I have been downloading crazy amount of applications into my phone! =D

Now I even have a guitar tuner, French learning application and math formula thing amidst others. =D

Of course I got my bible reinstalled and there are now other books to read,

such as "archies" and fairy tales by Hans ChristIAN(got it wrong for my exam) Anderson and Brothers Grimm. =P

Tell me it is not cool *roll eyes*

Okay. I have to stop being bimbotic about my iPhone but I am really getting very excited about it. =P Heeeeee..

And I am still thinking about which postpaid to use..

Celcom is cheaper since the internet package is only add on of 60.

Maxis's internet will cost me 99 per month.

However, all my friends are using Maxis so if I switch over to Celcom, I think people won't contact me as much.. *wails*

but if I take Maxis, I cannot take the internet package because it is just too expensive.

Which to sacrifice? Internet or Communication?

DAMMIT.

=(

Ah well.

Moving on to what happened this morning.

I was asked to sweep the garden. 

Since there is no "help" at home, of course I did not say no or anything or that sort. However, I was reluctant to get out of bed and when I finally did slightly before 9am, it was sunny. So I had my breakfast (wholemeal bread with cheese and ham and carrot and cherry tomatoes with milk), and then went out to work. 

By then it was about 930am and my dad had asked me to wipe down his car as well.

So I started with cleaning Storm's poo poo.

Then I swept the place and after that I washed daddy's car.

I never appreciated the size of the garden until this morning. 

The size of my daddy's car too. 

All of a sudden, I realised how many "Scars" the car has, and how wiping it can make it look so much better.

Of course, by the time I was done, I felt like I was melting.

I was in my daddy's singlet and my mummy raised her eyebrows, because the arms openings are a little big and she said it looks like I'm parading my sports bra. =.=

 Oh well.

I swear I have the most redundant and retarded things on my phone, even though they are very very cool at the same time.

Oops. Still obsessing about my phone and being a bimbo about it.

Sorry~!

Yee Wern, 

can you leave me your link again? I went to leaders-of-my-life but it is wrong.. @.@ and I haven't linked you because I do not know if I'm allowed to.. If not just drop me an offline msg at msn. k? =)

Okie Dokie. I have got to go. I want to take a shower before I melt in this intense heat.

Ahh.. my obsession with showering. Alongside my obsession with my phone and my obsession with Disney songs.

I'm starting to think I am a little delusional.

I have Dictionary.com in my phone.

FINALLY!!!

I swear. I am in love with this application. =D

and I can take videos with my iPhone!

*aha aha I like it!*

LOL.. damn. I better go before I reveal more embarrassing stuff of myself.

I must try and remember that.

Suddenly thinking about Putu.

I was smelling Nina Ricci and I immediately thought of her.

Okay. Facebook refuses to load.

Obviously I am irked. but oh well.

Perhaps it is a sign that I should go watch TV instead.

Got Storm a new collar and a new bowl. =D

She looks happy with the collar. =D

hee..

Just back from the Ipoh Specialist Centre and thankfully,

everyone is healthy.

Mummy is very healthy. =D

Daddy... still needs to work on his weight and blood pressure but it has definitely reduced.

Me?

I need to exercise and take my medicine because my bloody neck muscles are in spasms and holding my spine in an unusually straight way that is making my nerves go "bleep". Hence the various numbness and tinglings I have been experiencing.

I can hear my neck "creak" when I rotate it around in an attempt to stretch the muscles and loosen it and lessen the soreness I feel, and when I rub my neck muscles, I hear a lot of sounds like "tiak tiak" too. My mummy is a little creeped out. LOL.

Oh well. The doctor said I can swim so I'll be back in the pool soon. I feel my waistline expanding like crazy.

cannot wait to go swimming with Stephay. and looking forward to the shopping spree. =D Home. There's no place like it.

Yeah.

Right. =P

Long due pictures from early this month.

Here's the

  Futsal team girls 

who did a GREAT job & got a 

I am home.

I cannot exactly exclaim HOME SWEET HOME, because I am dying in this intense heat. Sigh.

Pictures are still due to be up.

Maybe tonight I will do it. I am really lazy.

but there is a TV here at home and I am soooooo attracted to it.

Teehee.

but seeing pictures of the Oldham Performance Fest..

I really miss all of you.

and it does not help that I feel a weight and burden right now.

Why is this even happening?

Nikki's right.

Don't ever let me fall for a guy ever again.

but right now, I do not want to say or do anything.

I will just be hibernating and waiting.

I have been sitting around, staring at nothing and stoning.

This is the last attitude I should be having,

but it is a spirit of giving up.

A spirit of stoning and just wanting to run away.

So most people will end by tomorrow morning,

while others will end on Friday morning.

I am not too far off.

I shall be free tomorrow evening.

Hence, we shall celebrate by going to Sunway Lagoon

(it better not get cancelled or she-hulk will definitely appear)

Pictures were taken today. 

All taken by Dar.

I now officially have pictures of Dar, Sam and Syahid.

These shall all be on the blog.

SOON.

When I am in the mood to put it up.

Just PMS-ing away today.

I did not blog yesterday?

Hmm.. now that IS odd.

Anyhow, I was studying this morning,

had breakfast with Az, Nick and Nickolai.

Obviously there was a lot of procrastination,

followed with even more talking and gossiping and bitching,

and then reading.

We went to the library where I was making notes,

when I went up to meet Angsty 1 (Tian Yuan), Angsty 2 (Nutty) and Stephay.

We hung out a little while deciding between Medan and Shogun.

In the end we went to Fig & Olive because we had to wait for quite a bit for Shogun.

Nutty could not come because she was expected at home.

I, obviously, succumbed to my whims and fancies.

After lunch which I enjoyed but Tian Yuan did not really (food-wise),

we went perfume hunting.

There was an episode of laughing non-stop,

a lot of insulting and teasing,

but we went perfume shopping.

I think the shop assistants were really helpful,

but one seemed to be pissed off.

Sigh.

Some good suggestions would be 

Calvin Klein Euphoria (men/women)

Ralph Lauren Romance (women)----I like!

DKNY Peach Blossom(women) ---- Stephay wants!

Davidoff Cool Water (women) ----I like!

Dunhill Black (men) --- we approve and Tian Yuan getting!

I swear I am going to be smelling him a lot. XD

I like guy cologne which remind me of masculine men in formal wear.

Oh so sexay! =D

but not the aftershave type.. That just smells weird.. and no spicy smell please. The clean, fresh smell is not bad either.

but I cannot decide between the sweet smell or the fresh smell for myself.

LOL.

I'm fickle-minded. 

Oh well.

So,

Law

Psychology

Math

I am doooooomed.

but I hear that it is just threats from teachers that this is our forecast results.

The truth is that they will be using the results of the exam before our Mocks.

Let's see some random weird pictures.

Nick and Ainaa for you.

Az, not realising the camera

This is the next day when we decided to cut our hair and took a

"Before Picture"

The "After Picture"

and here's a picture of what I wore today.

That is all for the day.

And finally the internet works!

Studying yesterday was more fruitful and productive than any other days before (When I have only managed to open at most 2 pages)

but the MOST productive day only yielded minimal results too.

I have only completed 1/3 of my psychology.

Technically, not even 1/3 because out of the three sections, I am at my first, and I have not completed the 4 studies. I am only at the 3rd study.

Sigh.

and I am supposed to start on Law today.

How how how how how?

I think the best answer to this would be "switch off the laptop" and runaway!

but of course, reality is ever present.

I cannot even look forward to the end of exams, because I do not see what I can do.

The list of things I think I should not participate in due to this stupid neck.

so that leaves me with?

Going home and staying home for two weeks.

I wonder why I am not enthusiastic about exams or the post exam period.

Someone just shoot me already.

Just blog hopped.

Seems like most people's blogs are rather stagnant. I need a new source of entertainment!

Oh yes, 

LOL... The blue packet incident is funny. =D

LOL.. and I miss Island Cremery! =(

Btw, I have a friend from Maldives... Remember the Valentine story? =P

Okay.

I officially am bored and restless.

Shall blog later if I want to. For now, toodleloos.

16/05/09

Been rather happy since Friday.

Imagine, even not being able to online has not yet dampen my mood.

The only drawback (apart from the internet) would be my sore, aching back.

It hurts.

I cannot even sit for hours at a shot, it really gives me aches afterwards.

Yet, amidst all this, I am happy.

However, news of friends leaving has left me sad.

Geraldine, getting the JPA scholarship, will leave.

Nick, my bitchy friend is leaving for Petronas scholarship too.

Sigh.

What is going to happen?

I do not want Nick to go, but I know that leaving is probably best for him.

He will get to meet more friends, have a better environment, get to go to Hong Kong later on, and it is all on Petronas.

So as a friend, I should be happy for him.

but as a close friend, I am afraid to lose my confidante.

Life is always about giving and taking.

Is this not one of those moments?

And yet I continue to pray for strength and resilience.

Exams are just around the corner.

Okay the day was alright. I was tired throughout, with a sore aching back but I will have to learn to deal with it.

Anyway, please email me at christabelnke@gmail.com instead of yahoo or hotmail because I have been getting a lot of junk mails there and plan on switching over..bit by bit.

Nothing much to say or type today,

except that I feel the need to study and revise pretty badly, but the urge and need to sleep is overpowering me.

It is not even 7pm yet. Sigh.

Shall be off. No new pictures.

13/05/09

The day started off pretty badly.

The horrible neckache came back,

 with a vengeance.

I had such a horrible headache and I finally decided that I had to go to chiropractor. 

THank goodness for Anisha (who knows of one) and Az (who drove me there) and thank you both for accompanying me throughout. 

Thank you Nick for being there while I Was at the sickbay too.

The theraphy hurt, after a series of tests and stretches and lots of poking and proding which hurt, I went over for some muscle stimulation in the other room. Basically there attached pads to my neck and shoulders and started the electric currents. Physiotheraphy is tiring.

I returned to college. Az and Anisha had to rush off for Econs while I had nuggets for lunch. I hung around and talked to Has and Saadman. Caught up with Anisha.

Later on, I went for musical. There was an entire episode of embarrassment because the choir sang the first song wrongly at the end. Then when we redid the entire sequence. the soloists had to perform Besame Mucho and Quando Quando..

Saiful and I ended up laughing at each other so much that the choir had to sing our parts for us, and I chickened out, running to safety. LOL.

I am afraid of singing. I am definitely getting less afraid, overcoming my fear one point at a time, but it is still there nevertheless.

I left musical early and G took me to KLCC. My back starting becoming sore and by the time we left Kinokuniya to go to Sakae, I looked pale. I was tired and my back was sore. I hate this.

I hate this part right here.

Sigh.

What is a girl to do?

at an astonishing speed,

at an astounding pace.

I'm still trying to keep up with that thought, to realise its meaning, importance and significance.

I would rather not say goodbye or farewell to any of my friends, but as we all know, things change. People change. Life changes.

Even if I stay stagnant in space, things will still be changing around me.

After all, the only thing that is constant, is change itself.

Friends. A blessing, but a curse in disguise? I do not know. I do not think I know enough to comment and generalise, but one thing is for sure. Never assume. Never trust completely. Every human has their flaw. One should only trust in God fully, completely and beautifully.

I hate dragonflies.

Don't even know where classes are tomorrow, and it irks me.

but the AS exams are starting, so I wish 

If I am scared because of Semester Exams..I can only imagine how they must be feeling right now.

I'm supposed to start studying hard, like the study daily kind of thing, and I am afraid.

I am afraid that I cannot make it in this exam due to the high expectations.

I am afraid that I will be too late..

I am afraid because I am not afraid enough.

I shall attempt the math questions now.

I'm too lazy to upload the pictures of Full House up here.

Maybe another day or later..

when internet is not as horrifying.

Okay, I just did.

Okay, in the afternoon somewhere along Asian Avenue

we camwhored.

but the real deal came in the evening when we went for dinner, and I found.. a boyfriend at last!

and brought along what Sam asked me to bring during Charity Homes outing 

-a bathtub-

Here's our best picture of the night taken by HuiZ's sister =)