disconnect me

♣ a compilation

2009/06/28 || 2:32 pm

We shall start the day off with a shocking picture...

DAR STUDYING??!?!?!?!?

Yes, your eyes did not deceive you. She was making notes. Albeit studying, she can still look hot. XD

Anyway, moving on,

here are some pictures from my outing with Veena =D

After lunch, we walked around a little in pyramid and ended up at

Ordering a doughnut each, I had the almond and she had the strawberry thingy one.. XP

and while she had ice lemon tea to go with it, I opted for something I have been craving for since HuiZyi left KL...

J.CO Yoghurt

and here is Veena darling who got completely distracted when I tried to capture her "eating habits"

so here is one with her posing nicely. So cute, right? XD

On saturday,

I studied and did my homework.

Unbelievable?

BELIEVE IT.

Then I starved my ass off waiting for Azzy and her meeting to be over..

Finally we met up.. After eight.. I have no idea what time, and we went all the way to OU/One U, known by others as One Utama

and while waiting for her to park..

I took retarded pictures.. as usual

and wanted to have Chillis, but that place was so packed so we settled for TGI Fridays. While waiting, I took more retarded photos of AZZY

Teehee.. cute, right? XP

Of course, she took her revenge while pretending to look at my files when she was secretly taking pictures of me~!

Using her "bling bling" E68

Perhaps the initial intention was to call for a waiter, but I look like I am going "hi Hitler!"

More pictures of me staring and using her "Awesome phone" of course... XP

With my awesome refillable, bottomless ice lemon tea~!

and this is her AWESOME BURGER!

and this is MY BURGER~!

We were both stuffed to the max and I could barely move after dinner..

Soon enough there was an urgent call.. An urgent NATURE's call... so off to the washroom.. and every girl camwhores in the washroom. Okay. maybe not EVERY girl, but many.. =P

Then she finally came out

and I love this~!

and this is for today.

I woke up at 845am, feeling sleepy and tired and grouchy and totally unwilling to go shower, but I remember Sam saying be ready around 9-930, which is a wide range of time..

so I dragged my lazy bum off the bed and went for my shower.. Just when I was wiping down, I heard my phone ringing from the room and panicked.

Thank goodness it was only Sam telling me that his dad was reaching and I still had about 10 minutes... so a quick "everything" and I rushed down and I was just in time. X)

They did not have to wait for me because I saw them pulling in and I was glad.. =) I hate making people wait because I hate waiting too..

but anyway, had lunch in the church and hung out a little.. The one piece of pizza was all I could take because dinner was still inside. Then my sister picked me up from the condo after Sam dropped me back.

We went to The Curve, where we had TGI Fridays (AGAIN) and I had dessert while accompanying her.

After that, we window shopped around, before the SPLURGING began.

Since the credit cycle has just begun on 25th, I totally max-ed it out today.

It started off with CDs which were just too good from RockOut or something like that.

We bought a crazy amount so we had to split the bill but mummy is still going to jump... Not that I can blame her.. Even I felt like jumping..

Then it was the Levi's wallet.

My sister got it for me.

THANK YOU JIE JIE~~

I love love love love love it.

It is nicer than the one I saw before this, and the size is better too, but it costs more too. XP

Next was the Levi's shoes we both got...

Here is the one I did not buy..

and this is the one my sister got..

Cool, aren't they? XD

I shall wear mine on Tuesday. =)

We ended our shopping spree with earphones from Sony.

The baby cost me RM199. which is like .. the shoes... which is like the wallet.. but I'll be having a good time with the earphones. I know it.

However the thought of the expenditure of more than RM800 at one shot, with RM600 to the card in one day, I have been a bad girl.

Sigh.

No more shopping for the month of July. To think.. July has not even started and I have to keep my card away. My allowance is not in either. This is beyond screwed up.

and I did not manage to do as much revision as I had set out to...

Perhaps the aim was too high..

Anyway,

I need to go get my piercing with Dar. This is going to be cool. =D

♣

2009/06/26 || 12:28 pm

So transformers was the bomb.

but as usual, I think I shall blog about my comments about this show later in the blog, if I ever get to it.

but after the movie, we went to Carls' Junior and we had a hearty meal. =) I had the chili dog because it had a drink and was one of the cheapest things I could see there. I was so full from the coke and popcorn during the movie, which reminded me why I generally do not eat popcorn in movies. It kind of makes me feel sick afterwards. However, popcorn and coke is a very good way to keep myself awake during movies, not that Transformers needed any help. XD

It did not help that I slept at 230am on the morning we were supposed to watch the movie. Although I woke up at 10am, I still felt tired and exhausted, but the best part came when Sam sent all of us back (thanks dear =D) and I took a quick shower and jumped into bed immediately,

so I presume I went to bed at about 10 or 1030pm. I slept all the way until I woke up at 3am. Very groggy and extremely blur, I got out of bed to switch on the fan since the room was feeling warm. When several attempts failed at getting any reactions, I tried to switch on the fan and finally realised that....

BLACKOUT~!!!!

Words cannot describe my frustration and irritation at that moment. I went back to my bed and checked my phone, only to see Dar's text "Bel! Are you awake?" at 2am. So my assumption was that the electricity went out at 2am. I started texting many people, and some replied.. but after a few messages, I got really tired and attempted to sleep in the heat, with the windows opened. When the electricity finally came back on, I was partially aware and then went off into a deep slumber. When I next woke up, it was 10am.

When I went to college and talked to a few friends, I found out that the blackout lasted from 1am to 4am. I had no idea since I was already in bed, but the heat and stuffiness woke me up at 3am since the room was all sealed up because I was using the air-conditioning. I was really irked because I do not wake up if people call or text. I do not even wake up if the lights are switched on, but the one thing that wakes me up is heat or lack of air flow.

Therefore I went to college rather cranky on Thursday but all was well. I kept myself in a hyped up mood. Although I did not get to meet Grace because of various complications, I have faith that we will get to meet up. =D I had a talk with Ainaa and everything seems better now. Dinner with Dar, May, Nickolai was nice. We had sushi at Sakae, and Nicholas and Natalie had to leave early. Edna and Azzy could not even join us but they had a good time with their movie. XD

Dinner with my sister was good. =) I joined her at Sakae after my dinner with the rest. =P

There has been several complaints and concerns of my acting like an air-head. Issues that I seem to be all high and mighty now as compared to last time, how I seem to have lost my innocence, that I seem to be acting like a total bimbotic bitch have arised. I am concerned that my own family is telling me this, and am ashamed to not have realised how superficial I have become. I am so caught up in unnecessary issues and engrossed in superficial joy and satisfaction. The most embarrassing part is that I did not realise this and seem to be conforming. I need to snap out of this and I will be praying for guidance out of this mess.

Finishing my assignments at 130am last night/this morning, I felt like a complete fool when I woke up at 8am this morning. The lack of sleep and the collective and consecutive nights of exhaustion has taken its toll on me. I met Veenasya today, who kindly came all the way to Sunway to meet me. =D

We did not camwhore (I do not know how did we forget!!!!) but I have missed her so. Things seem different now, we do not talk so much about the same things, and it scares me that we seem to have drifted that much more since we last met, but yet, I will hold on to the faith that our friendship will be alright. =)

and I have resolved to finish my assignments on time and not irritate any more lecturers since I have seemed to cause displeasure in some of them. It is not about how you stand in class, but whether you are performing up to expectation and up to what you are capable of. This seems to be a very clear advice that I am not performing up to expectations and what I am capable of. I am sorry that any lecturers feel that way and I realised that this is the time to buck up on my studies because I am having my exams in a few months time.

Scary, how time flies..

♣ phew.

2009/06/25 || 4:10 pm

MSN refuses to load.

I think it was the lack of sleep,

perhaps it is because I have been hyped up the entire day,

but BLUE.

That is the only day I can use to describe my mood right now.

230am. That was the time I slept the night before.

Watching Transformers after classes at 520pm made me so tired,

but the show was awesomely good. =)

Details later on.

The urge to blog has just died since I finished my psychology assignments.

The need to sleep is far greater than the urge to blog.

Therefore, I shall blog tomorrow.

Things to note to self :

Transformers.

Carls' Junior.

Blackout.

Confrontation.

Friendships.

Air-heads.

Complaints.

Assignments.

Veenasya.

Night to all.

♣ smiling lazily

2009/06/23 || 10:59 am

MeiMei,

I know~! I loved Sec4, it was the most perfect year. All my close friends were still in Oldham. I had the best roommates ^-^, classes were great, Ayl and Tim were around, Mr A was always there for me.. We were under Ms Eelin, Grace was still there, Putu, Cooro they all were my classmates. Basically it was just the best Oldham year, and I love IJ to bits so it was just PERFECT. Not counting childhood (which I can barely remember much), 2007 was the best year in my life too. and honey, I am coming all the way back to Singapore to attend ASEAN dance so that I can meet everyone in that one night, you MUST MUST MUST MUST come with Gina! For me! =D

NyonNyon,

Hahahaha. I cannot wait for ASEAN dance too. We need to take lots of pictures, I have missed you so so so so so much~! X( but I will see you soon in August, so I am happy! XD and it's okay la.. It's okay to spam.. if it is not on purpose. XD Teeheee. and sorry, the notes thing IS funny. =D Jiayou, okay?

and not every war has to be dramatic and have many casualties.

It can just be cold, and long.

It was tank top day and it is red day, but tomorrow is Transformers and I am so excited. XD

I feel a tad bad, going into class late for Law and he knew I was hanging outside. I need to buck up and stop lazing around.

I have psycho homework, Maths test, Law homework, law test, and revision for every subject.

Talk about screwed up. This is why I need to start work now, but every inch and ounce of me is just screaming procrastination and laziness.

Just checked out UCAS, and I am officially freaked out. I think I am dropping by SSD tomorrow. I need to make an appointment with them. There is just too much information. I do not know what to do, and I better get started.

I'll start my homework once I get up from my nap,

which I just did.

Okay.

HOMEWORK~~~

I'm in a good mood. A good dreamy mood. If I were to quote Miley, "jump". "Jump". =)

♣ as time goes by

2009/06/22 || 11:39 am

Veena,

Awww honey. =D I still have it in me~! =D I swear I cannot forget your full name.. LOL.. I cannot wait to meet up either~!

MeiMei,

I know! It was the best year in Singapore for me, so I love the pictures I took of that year because they all remind me of the most pleasant things. =)

but promise me we will camwhore when I come back, alright? 8 August. XD

NyonNyon,

Awwww. HEY! COME KL!! I have a place for you to stay also! Can spend a few days at Chien Wen's place, and the other days with me and we ALL go out, alright?

XiuLing,

hey dear. I'm doing GREAT. Msn me when you are free, I always see you "away".. so I dare not disturb you. How's aussie dear? =D and COME KL!!!! Stay over. =)

I miss you all.

Chien Wen's house? It's not just a nice place, it's very warm and the company is AWESOME~! =D

and the psychology homework is left waiting.

I need to shower,

I need to wash up,

I need to complete my law assignment,

I need to do my maths homework,

I need to revise for the coming Math test,

I need to stop slacking,

I need to start preparing for AS,

I need to plan for my trip back to Singapore,

I need to get this fat ass moving,

but here I am, blogging.

When I think that AS is in November, I freeze up and I get really scared..

When I think that your birthday is around the corner, it scares me that I am growing up and time is flying by.

When I think that this is going to be my last ASEAN dance with you all, I get really sentimental and emotional.

When I think that we are all going our own ways and the next time I visit Singapore, it will be so different, I feel that I do not want anything to change.

I need to be appreciative.

I need to learn.

I need to stop looking back and letting the past haunt and stop me from progressing.

I need to learn to move forward.

I need to do this.

Getting pissed is not going to solve anything, but Stephay, Tian Yuan, Stevenn, Nicole, HuiZyi, Vincent, thanks for listening to me. Thanks Vincent for talking crap with me. LOL. I'm feeling lots better after releasing it all out. I CAN DO THIS. =)

and I feel like uploading my favourite pictures of the night of the prom.

I have most of them, but some are still out there somewhere.

From my current list, here are my favourites. =D

Here is Hare, Mr Bollywood of the Sunway Alevels programme =D

(I want to be Ms... Ms.. Ms something too..LOL)

and Michelle my darling senior~!

Here's potato and I. I like this picture because he looks good, and I look.. totally stoned. =P

She does the world injustice by being behind the lens most of the time. Here's the camera lady, a.k.a

My woman, AZZY!

Here's Stephay, my bitch/lady.

Yes we are still smiling, but honestly? Do not mess with us.

Here is Saiful dearie. He sure can sing. =D

(I'm going to miss you a lot)

Here is a pretty cute picture.

Notice that the boy here is very worried I will mess up his hair so I had to balance my hand in mid-air.

Matt, reminds you of the picture we took? XD

and this is what happens when you stay over at your friend's house, shower and come out with a towel and she's all READY to catch you in action

She's hiding her face, but I still want her on the blog

and when you have something new,

FLAUNT IT~!

but the favourite picture of the evening goes to...................

me looking cute and boxing his face.

For more retarded pictures, please visit and comment XD

♣ beautiful weekend

2009/06/21 || 12:31 pm

MeiMei,

I'd love to, but I am only coming down in August. I just got back from holidays and I am planning to come for ASEAN dance, so I will be in Singapore for that weekend, Friday to Sunday. =)

I hope your exams go well, so All The Best dear. =D

RuiAnn,

I miss you to bits too. Chien Wen brought back a little something from me to you. =) HUGS.

Gracia,

hey babe. Yes, we NEVER fight for the same guy, are you not just glad? LOL. We never have to feel insecure or be jealous around each other. =D I LOVE YOU! and the skirt is new honey.

I got two of them at one shot (Dad is going to freak) from Dorothy Perkins. =D This is the one my friend loves. I hope the pictures I took with my friend's SLR will come up soon. =D I love this skirt. and hon, I didn't go tanning, I just go out a lot, plus one camp in March and Sunway Lagoon a few weeks back, so I am still "slightly tanned" but in need of extreme tanning/whitening. Stuck in between now. =P MISS YOU.

It has been a while since I came online.

This Saturday I went to Mid Valley to meet up with some old comrades.

I almost had to take the public transport since Gretel was sick and I did not want her to have to come all the way to send me.. but on the day itself, it rained and Bobby decided to drive there and picked me up. =) So I got there in one piece, and I met up with...

Dharlynnie

Chien Wen

Jacqueline

Bobby

Xue Fen

Wei Vien

Yi Jiet

Vidya

Hansen

Nelson

Grace!

Talk about mini-scholars reunion.. We were all Malaysians, some graduated, but the youngest was Chien Wen. We had to split up when we went for Sushi Zanmai, but it was good and we had fun. =)

Most of the pictures are with Dharlynnie, meaning we might never see them again,

and I did not get a picture with the seniors, but one with the girls. =)

and THREE pictures of our feet.. for some reason..

After sushi-ing and eating ice cream at Baskin Robbins before Dharlynnie left

then we went to McD and sat and talk for free. LOL.. as in we did not buy any food because we were sitting upstairs. There was a guy going around making people donate and Jacqueline is very kind so we donated RM20 and split, but we "saved" the seniors from having to donate. I was mainly against the donation because I felt that it may be bogus.

When we all parted out ways (I did not hang out much with the seniors, mainly because the group of people was too big and there was some feelings of awkwardness and I know I can meet Grace again ^-^)

I went home with Chien Wen after our dinner at Pappa Rich. It was not bad. The curry was good and my drink, lychee soda was really nice

but the service needs work.

When we got back, her mum straightened and cut my hair. I think I look pretty different now, but maybe I do not. I am not sure, but all will be revealed when I meet my friends tomorrow and see their reactions. =D

Her mummy offered to colour it the next round and I think it is all awesome.

It was fun staying at her house.

We watched TV non-stop, had my hair done, talk talk talk talk talk, and I slept like a pig in her room. Her house is so homey. =) I'm so grateful that she invited me over. =)

THANKS CHIEN WEN!

This morning we went to her cousin's house to visit Chien Wen's niece. Very cute little princess. Then her cousin brought us to have breakfast at StarHill. I had no idea where that was, until we turned into Marriott and waiting for valet parking and had dim sum for breakfast, at Marriott *faints because feel bad* Brunch was good (DUH) and all was well. Chien Wen and I then went to Jusco with her mum to walk around. I showed her the Levi's wallet I wanted to buy and I almost bought it, but it was the wrong colour. It was black and not brown. Since it costs so much, I decided not to, because it is not the "Right" one. We dropped by Baskin Robbins for ice-cream (again) and this marks my.. 4th this month. I am turning into a pig.

So, after heading home (yes her home) and watching more TV (couch potato-pig) and then eating her mum's homemade Sushi, I had to come back to reality.. LOL.. but everything was with TLC (tender loving care) and it just felt great. I cannot wait to meet Chien Wen and hope to repay this. =)

Hmmm. I'm back, with some sushi her mummy packed for me (THANK YOU AUNTY!) and some hair oil the mummy gave me also. So nice, right?

And now I'm finally blogging, uploading pictures and chatting/sms-ing people.

And of course, I owe this to these people...

First off,

HAPPY Belated BIRTHDAY

TIMOTHY NG!

This picture is one of the cutest pictures I have of you,

and I miss you so much my panda! =D

Do take care and I hope to see you soon, alright?

and

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY

NYON YEE WON

I love this picture of us,

miss how we used to hang out almost daily. I am so proud of you and so extremely glad that you seem to be fulfilling my dreams of being a Rafflesian that I somehow feel like your mum.. LOL..but rest assured, I just treasure this frienship. *hug* TAKE CARE HON!

and..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

VEENASYA SIDHU A/P THIRUNAVUKARASU

(am I still getting it right? =D)

Girl, Happy birthday~! =D I hope you are having an awesome day and that we will be meeting soon. =D TAKE CARE~!

Signing off and thinking about tomorrow's workload.

♣ When you think you know it all.

2009/06/19 || 1:39 pm

So my secret wish to watch "Last House on the Left" did not materialise.

Instead, Nicole and I watched "Hannah Montanah".

It is not my first choice, but she did not mind watching it again (the show cannot be bad if someone does not mind watching it again in the cinema)

and the other shows had bad timing.

No regrets.

That is one thing I have to say about this show.

Despite the stigmas I have for Disney shows which are not animated, I enjoyed myself.

Immensely. (pretty strong word, right?)

Maybe it was the company, maybe my expectations were not high,

but Miley Cyrus looks good in jeans,

and the boy is definitely cute.

He has a killer smile. =D

and here's the "best" part.

Sam is so going to get an inflated head.

So... Nicole was saying that Taylor Swift reminds her of Anisha (it is soooooo the hair! and they are both hot. =D)

and that the boy Travis, reminds her to Samuel.

Yes. Samuel. you.

So.. since I think that Travis has a killer smile, very hot body, cute-ish shy,

I cannot see the resemblance at all!!!!

LOL.. okay. I shall not be mean.

I think it is the cute-ish shy and killer smile part. =)

(cannot believe I am admitting this and adding to his ego =.=)

I enjoyed the movie and I think it is not a bad movie to watch.

I liked it and it does have a lot of funny moments, and I was not sleepy at all.

Plus point would include country music, country&rustic setting. =D

Another plus point would be the cute guy is not EVIL!!!

LOL...

And Transformers is out next Wednesday.

I want to watch THAT!!!

Plus "Last house on the left"

and "Drag me to Hell"

Who's up for all this?? =D

and I wonder when I will get the time to watch all this...

Sigh..

Gracia-biatch!

My new swear word is babi!

and by the way, I'm not into Zac Efron la..

He's hot and all, but not really my type....

and update our blog la.

I missie you.

MeiMei,

I know!

I heard that it is good...

as in not too bad..

so I want to watch it!

LOL...

Matt,

yes I shall. =D

You too, alright?

I am still waiting for your email reply la.. =.=

Anyway,

here are some pictures of today's outing,

focused mainly on the lunch/dinner we had,

and we met Nicole Lim there with her mum and brother!

before we went off for our movie and light shopping. =)

and so we started off with Nicole's FAVOURITE DRINK!

yes, you guessed it,

COKE~!

Here is my drink. It has a bit of a fancy name that I do not remember (jap sounding) but it tastes like yoghurt. =) I like it~! =D

and of course, the usual starters of Garlic Bread/Toast (very nice~!)

My lunch~

My lady's delicious lunch~

and just so all you lucky people can see how cute my lady is =D

Apart from "food pictures", we attempted to camwhore in FOS

and poor Nicole didn't know where to look at first

so of course we had to try again

but this is the one we both love =D

and here is when we finally got let into the cinema and got to sit down.

We were the first people to enter for that screening so I thought a shot was needed

and another was taken when she "cheered me on"~!

And when I met Nickolai last week, we took some pictures too,

but most of them are in his phone and I am still waiting for his "HIGHNESS" to upload them.

I miss him. and this is the one and only retarded shot we have together.

and here is a picture I took when Sam and I were at Nando's and his drink is so much bigger than my Coke... Some apple soda thing. =(

So unfair... but mine is bottomless~! LOL... Random shot.

For pictures of the graduation/ball, all up on facebook. =D

but maybe I'll post up my favourites once I get most of them from people. =D

but that will have to wait..

I have stopped reading many people's blogs,

because I do not like the feeling..

I guess it is what CLEO magazine was talking about..

The fear of Missing Out.

It is real and prevalent in our generation, in our society.

One way to prevent me from being overly ~~home~~Singapore-sick is to stop seeing reminders of what I am missing out on everywhere. The last thing I should be doing is to go and dig it all out on other peoples' blogs.

Just found out that my sister is sick,

so I am not hitching a ride with her anymore.

I have to figure out how to get to MidValley.

DIE.

Lol...

Sam, thanks for the sort-of-offer. It was sweet.

but you are still a babi. =P